TJL#14# She Is The One

At Any Cost

Noel's POV

" Where is she?" I asked Divya. She pointed to the door of her room.

" She isn't opening the door." Divya said in a tensed face.

" Let me see." I said and walked towards her room's door. I knocked 2 times but no one replied.

" Babe?" I called her. " I know you are in there, Babe. Please open the door?" I said. But still no answer. " Ok don't open the door. But please at least talk to me?" I said. " Please, don't go away from me, Babe. I can't take it. Don't stay silent, Babe. You can hurt me if you want but don't hurt yourself, Babe. Talk to me. Don't punish yourself for someone else's fault." I said. She still was silent. " Babe, you know, how much you mean to me. Please don't throw me away from your life. I won't be able to live without you in my life. Trust me when I say I will die without you. Don't make a distance between us. Don't snatch away my happiness. Don't make me that rude Noel again whom you killed with your love. Don't make me die. Don't go away. You promised you will always be with me, Babe. You can't back out, Babe. Please, come out. Please talk to me, Babe." I said. " You can't do that with me, Babe. I need you. You know that. Please open the door." I said. " I don't know what the others will do but I will die without you. I will just die. Don't kill me, Babe. I want to live my whole life with you." I said. "Please, Babe. Please open the door." I said. She didn't answered. I waited a for a while.
"Alright, enough. If you are not coming out then I am coming in." I said and was ready to kick the door down. But the same time the door opened and she came out. Her eyes were puffy and she was sobbing. I couldn't hold it back. I pulled her to me and hugged her tightly close to my heart. I kissed on the top of her head. She was trembling badly. I hold her tightly.

" No one wants me." She said and  I broke the hug to look into her eyes. Her eyes was tearing. It made me feel dead.

" I want you." I said.

" No one loves me." She said.

" I love you." I said.

" Don't lie. No one loves me. No one loves me. Everyone hates me. Everyone ha-" she was saying but I didn't let her finish. I pressed my lips on hers and kissed her hard. She was frozen but then cried again.

" How can you say that?" I asked her.

" I know." She said.

" Come with me." I pulled her to the downstairs where everyone was waiting for us.

" No one loves you right? That's what you were saying?" I asked but she remained silent. I pulled her towards her mom.

" You want to say she doesn't love you, right?" I asked her and she looked at her mom who was currently crying silently. " How can you say that?" I asked her.

" You want to say your Dad don't love you? He gave you everything you wanted, never stopped you doing anything. He always tried to protect you. Never let anyone hurt you always protected you from everything." I said and pulled her to her brothers. " Your brothers. You forgot how much they love you? No, Babe you can't be that heartless. Your maasi, Chhoti, Divya. Did they all faked their love and affection towards you? Did they never love you? Do you really think like that? If you already thought about them like that then I don't think you kept my existence in your life. Cause they are in your life from long back. If you thought their love is fake then what can I say about me? I don't know what you think about me." I said. She closed her eyes tightly.

" I am sorry." She said slowly which only I could hear.

" What? Didn't hear you." I said.

" I said I am sorry." She said and I sighed.

" Why are you sorry?" I asked her.

" I am sorry for everything." She said and I sighed.

" You no need to say sorry but you need to be with us not to make us worried about you like this." I said.

" I thought no one loves me." She said in a low tone.

" Who? Who doesn't love you?" I asked. She shook her head.

" You were a kid thinking like that more childish than Chase and Leonore." I said frustratedly.

" I am sorry." She said.

" Stop saying sorry." I said. " You have hurt your near and dears for them who never where a part of your life. What was that, Diya?" I asked her.

" I don't know." She said.

" They were always out of your life why suddenly they became very important in your life, Diya?" I asked her. She kept silent.

" You know what, Diya? You just disappointed me badly. I didn't expect this from you." I said. "You just did a horrible thing. Look at every face here they are crying just for you. Everyone is crying, Diya. Once you were the one who used to make them smile now they are crying, Diya. Don't you think you hurt them for them who are no one to you?!! What were you thinking, Diya? Just what?!" I asked her.

" I...I..." She was trying to explain.

" Yes, you what, Diya?" I asked her.

" But buaa g said.." she was trying to explain but I stopped her.

" Hell with her. You listen her!!! Didn't think about your mom!!! Look she is crying. Your aunt's stupid talking went over your family!!!!" I said. I know I was rude with her. But she needs to know that she is wrong here.

" They will hurt everyone for me. I feel like a witch." She said. Enough!!!

" Who the bloody hell will do that!!! Tell me. Who?!!" I asked her.

" My father." She said.

" He doesn't deserve to be called a father." I said.

" He will hurt you and your family too." She said.

" Really!!!" I asked and laughed coldly. " I will also see how can he do that." I said.

" I don't.." she said but stopped.

" You don't?" I asked her.

" I don't.. don't want to.. to marry you." She said and I looked at her shocked.

" What!!!" I asked her.

" I don't want to get married with you." She said. I told myself to get calmed cause she wasn't in her right mind. But still it sliced my heart. I couldn't but help feel dead.

" We are getting married today. Be ready before we come. Otherwise I don't care if I even need to force you to do so. Mark my words, Diya. Damn it. Think before you talk rubbish." I said.

" I don't wa-" she was saying.

" Shut the hell up." I gritted.

" Why are you not getting it, Noel?!" She asked me with teary eyes.

" And why are you not getting it that I love you and you are precious to me!!!" I said looking at her eyes. But she didn't answered. " Good. But trust me when I say I will even drag you to the wedding ceremony if I need to. We are going to get married today." I said. " At any cost." I said coldly and she just gulped. I sighed inwardly. Sometimes you need to do something which you never want to. I was messed.