World's most famous band 'Icy Love' is at the peak of their career, but lead singer Yuta is trying to forget his past, depression, the empty lyrics book in affairs and a luxurious wild playboy lifestyle. He's only looking for pleasure till someone u...
"Mom can I go to Mark for a sleepover this weekend?" Sicheng stopped in the kitchen the next morning after a sleepless night that was so full of images of him and Yuta doing that, ok he had done a lot more in his mind than has actually happened in the lake house but still, his body was begging to be all alone with Yuta again.
His mother eyed him up, she was looking at him strangely since he had come back home last night, he avoided her eye as he had this strange feeling she knew exactly what he had done.
"Who will be there?" she asked turning to him.
"Mark and Haechan," whispered Sicheng.
"Are Mark's parents ok with that?"
"Yes they had invited me," Sicheng trembled.
"Sure go," she shrugged.
Its was so painful for him the way she suddenly switched from supper controlling to absolutely ignorant, that he turned around, grabbed his school bag then left the house quickly.
He burst out into tears on the street stopping his bike and standing there crying for a loner time till he managed to move up the hill.
He saw Yuta's car parked in between the trees.
"What's up?" Yuta ran to him immediately seeing his tears.
"No it's just my mum," Sicheng tried to be calm.
"Has she punched you again?" asked Yuta lifting his face in his palms.
"No she... she allowed me to go to Mark this weekend," he whispered.
"Great so why are you sad?" asked Yuta caressing his cheeks with his thumbs.
"I don't know she just makes me sad," said Sicheng cuddling to the boy.
"A few more months and you'll be far away from her don't worry I'll take care of you my love," Yuta cuddled in his hair caressing his back lovingly and Sicheng suddenly realized there was no way Yuta would change his behavior, no matter how sexual their actions had been, because the thing keeping them together was way stronger than hormonal boys' needs, it was real love.
"Don't make anything we'll be ashamed off," Sicheng's mother stopped the car in front of Mark's house on Saturday evening.
Sicheng nodded then left quickly grabbing his bag with a few necessary items.
He pushed the gate then walked inside. Mark had made a camp fire in the garden while his mum had prepared some nice food, there were also three sleeping bags laid out on the terrace floor.
Sicheng stopped noticing his best friend who was putting fresh wood into the fire.
"Hi," Sicheng laid the bag on the terrace bench then walked to him, he was nervous, Yuta was picking him up later and he knew exactly what they were up to as much as he was aware that non of them will pull back.
"Hi," Mark looked at him, his cheeks turned red as he was involved into the plan.
Sicheng guessed he was embarrassed, so they decided to not to speak about it, instead he moved to the fire and helped Mark to prepare the sausages.
"Hi guys!" Sicheng trembled when he heard Donghyuck's voice, he turned around to see the boy, who's face was vey cloudy as he needed to stay here alone with Mark, what definitely was the last thing he wanted to do. Yuta was standing behind him, his hair done in a superstar like way, he had chosen vey posh long earrings tonight, torn jeans, a denim jacket to a check shirt and a sweatshirt.
"Hi," Yuta walked to him when Sicheng smiled to himself.
"I'll be back in the morning don't kill each other till then," joked Yuta tapping Donghyuck's shoulder before turning around.
Sicheng caught Mark's eyes, so he looked away quickly then ran to the bench, grabbed the bag and followed Yuta out of the house. Mark's parents were out at a bingo match down the village, so it were the perfect conditions for the plan. Sicheng was very tense when he reached the car. He jumped in putting the bag between his legs.
"Ready?" asked Yuta grabbing his palm caressing it.
"Yes," Sicheng grinned.
Yuta leaned in pecking his lips in a sweet way when Sicheng's butterflies erupted.
His boyfriend started the car then drove of concentrating on the road, while Sicheng was looking through hie CD's to find his favourite 'Icy Love' album, he turned it on digging his nails into his jeans.
The dark villages were flying by and Sicheng wondered if it will feel like a different world or the same old one in the morning.
Or will he feel different, adult, more or less comfortable in his own skin.
He glanced at Yuta who was watching the road and all mirrors carefully.
"How dose it feel after your first time?" asked Sicheng quietly.
"I don't remember it was so long ago," said Yuta.
"Honestly I'm not asking about any details just the feeling, is it ok or difficult?"
"Just different at first. I guess the first day after is the most difficult, but once you start doing it frequently it's just pleasure," Yuta drove into the curvy road that was leading up the mountain to the hotel.
Sicheng was simply listening to his words in the song that were saying a lot more than Yuta would ever admit, but his lyrics did.
Soon the pretty hotel appeared in front of them and Sicheng shivered when Yuta stopped the car next to it. They left the van, went inside, the staff was very nice again assuring Yuta about total privacy giving him the room card, so Sicheng followed. Yuta had also taken a backpack, both walking into the dark room a few minutes later. The lights turned on the moment Yuta had placed the card in the box on the wall.
Sicheng scanned the luxurious interior with a king size bed, crystal chandeliers above a golden canopy and long curtains, it was like from the movies and he tried to relax but his heartbeat went crazy.
Yuta laid the backpack on the floor, took a few things out then moved to the bathroom.
He returned walking to Sicheng taking his face in his hands kissing his lips for long moments till Sicheng's body answered with desire.
"Come, we will lay down on the bed and make out, the heat will come," whispered Yuta taking two condoms out of his jeans pocket throwing them on the duvet so casually Sicheng was stunned.
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Thank you for your beautiful feedback. I hope you enjoyed the chapter. What do you think about Sicheng preparing himself for his first time? Does his mother know? Also, I can only say the next two chapters will be very mature, so read at your own risk 😅😅
