World's most famous band 'Icy Love' is at the peak of their career, but lead singer Yuta is trying to forget his past, depression, the empty lyrics book in affairs and a luxurious wild playboy lifestyle. He's only looking for pleasure till someone u...
"Love is just a hormonal state Ella," Taeil's eyes were sad but calm.
"Please don't break me," she begged.
"You've come here to have my blessing on it so you have my blessing. Go to him, take his offer, be happy," Taeil pulled her closer kissing her deeply.
Why were they here in this awkward situation so close yet so far? Why kissing him, touching him was telling her to be with someone else... maybe she was feeling guilty for her feelings.
Maybe this here was a world that had stopped existing a long time ago or maybe it has never been real, maybe it has just been to escape her father and to not to marry when all the other girls did. Just a mistake, just an excuse. Maybe.
They still were kissing without a stop, without a breath, falling on the mattress, melting in each other's lips completely. Taeil's hands moved down her body resting on her butts, squeezing them the way she liked. They have been physical for a short moment, yet long enough for their bodies to remember how to be with each other. The so known taste, the so known smell. She couldn't believe in the things they were doing when he started to kiss down her body leaving wet traces on her neck, going down till he started to please her breasts endlessly, his lips and tongue playing along with them in such a way she moaned his name. It felt like eternity when he was kissing her chest inch by inch, going back up from her belly until his teeth squeezed her nipples. Yes, maybe it was good that her breasts were small enough to fit into his mouth, as he could please them in one more way. It was like traveling upon stars when he moved up her neck and jaw till his lips found hers in a naughty kiss. They were kissing, touching, licking, playing with each other till they were too tired to move from each other's arms.
The first daylight came from behind the forest and Ella knew the night is over, that she needs to go, yet she would wish for the time to pass slower when she was resting against Taeil's chest feeling nothing else but fulfilling. Was it all she needed or was it Jaehyun and the big world? Will she ever be able to choose?
"The day is coming," whispered Taeil.
"Let me stay till breakfast," asked Ella.
"I'll do coffee for you," he said when she looked at him melting in his eyes.
He was her first love, her first boyfriend, first kiss, first ever physical experiences, her prom date, her fiancé, the man she had shared her life with. When has it stopped being enough?
She laid back staring at the ceiling, cuddling her cheek to his chest, enjoying his smell, this quiet place. It felt cold when he moved up a few minutes later. Soon she heard the water running in the shower. He came out wearing some fresh clothes, he had shaved and he has combed his hair looking way fresher than last evening.
He leaned in kissing her forehead in an affectionate way before leaving to the kitchen.
She moved up, took a long shower, changed then entered the kitchen to the smell of coffee.
"I called a taxi it will be here in half an hour," said Taeil so Ella's stomach twisted unpleasantly.
Was it really over between them, was last night the final goodbye.
"Will you deal?" she asked.
"I'm dealing," he fell in her word.
He turned to her, so she walked to the counter sitting on it in the same way like when he had kissed her for the first time.
He gave her the coffee cup when she pulled him closer so he stepped in between her legs, his hands moved up her thighs.
"So?" Ella placed the cup on the counter wrapping her arms around his neck.
"Ella," he said looking at her.
She had the urge to cry, instead she just kissed him again to pretend it's not heartbreaking.
"Is it over for real?" she asked pulling back after a long time.
"Yes," Taeil nodded.
"Why?" she asked.
"I dont' know we just... it is," he shrugged.
She nodded then drank her coffee.
They stayed like that kissing till the taxi came. Ella's insides twisted from pain when she heard the car engine.
"See you... yes never," she said jumping from the counter.
"Good luck," Taeil bit his lips.
"For you too," she muttered grabbing her stuff.
It was strange, she didn't even know how to say bye or if she wanted to. She pressed her lips to his lingering it their taste for longer, moving back all shy. He took her suitcase carrying it to the car.
The taxi driver helped to place it in the trunk.
"Take care," whispered Taeil stopping at the door.
She nodded again fighting the tears when she just kissed him again fleeing the bitterness of this moment, of the goodbye she read out off his lips.
She jumped into the cab when Taeil told the driver to get her to the station safely. She decided to take a train to the main city to meet up with the band. Yes maybe it was the right time to let go off the past and everything in it including Taeil, as a new path in her life was opening and she decided to try it, she could be happy again, she could be happy with Jaehyun, she believed in it. It was just the perspective, Jaehyun was a great man, but all the way back she was fleeing Taeil's sweet bitter kiss.
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