World's most famous band 'Icy Love' is at the peak of their career, but lead singer Yuta is trying to forget his past, depression, the empty lyrics book in affairs and a luxurious wild playboy lifestyle. He's only looking for pleasure till someone u...
Yuta inhaled sharply, he was so mad. How could Taeyong not understand it, he wanted to be happy and Sicheng was his happiness, his sanity.
He felt Gian's hand on his shoulder giving him a sign that he has done the right thing so he took a long breath then returned down the corridor sneaking into his room. He opened the bedroom to see the bed empty, his heartbeat speeding up.
Has Sicheng walked behind him, has he heard?
Yuta sat one the bed shivering like crazy but he felt someone's presence and looked up to see Sicheng. The boy was wearing a bathrobe, his eyes very tired and sleepy, but also extremely happy.
"Yuta," he whispered jumping on the duvet sitting on his lap while wrapping his arms around him. "Why haven't you go with him?"
"Because I have you."
He felt Sicheng's hug tightening and so were the butterflies in his insides.
"You are making me the happiest," whispered Yuta touching Sicheng's lips with his.
"I love you so much," Sicheng connected their foreheads, Yuta's insides still dancing. "But why are you doing it all for me?"
"Sicheng, we're in a relationship and I had made you leave your parents' house so this means I have a responsibility over you and I want to take care of you, to make you happy," Yuta looked at him seriously. "You're the only one I allowed to get so close," Yuta shivered.
"But you've been with so many," Sicheng's voice was very silent.
"Physically, but never done what we are, so close mentally, emotionally, physically, it's a different bond. I never wanted to do things like that again, but with you I can do love."
"Why?" Sicheng was watching him still hugging him tightly.
"I know your love is real and honest, it's precious," Yuta smiled to himself. "You see, I loved once before, but this person, he wasn't worth being loved, he treated my love like a piece of rubbish and I never wanted to feel like that again, but you, you broke through all my walls without even trying," Yuta shook his head.
Yes, he was sometimes stunned how Sicheng had became his one and only so easily, rejecting him, keeping him on a distance, yet slowly sneaking deeper and deeper into his heart.
"Donghyuck had once told me your ex was a bad person," whispered Sicheng.
"Yes he... he had broken my heart in a very cruel way."
Sicheng's eyes became sad.
"Was he the one who didn't recognize your voice through the phone?" asked Sicheng.
"What?" Yuta looked at him.
"You once sang a song like that," Sicheng blushed.
"No, this song is about my mum," Yuta felt his voice cracking. "And Shoi was, yes a little bit like her - selfish, demanding. He was just playing with my feelings. It was five years ago, it doesn't matter anyway," Yuta was trying his best to not to cry.
"Ok. Let's not talk about it if it makes you sad," Sicheng caressed his cheek with his nose.
"Beauty you're way too good for me, I never deserve you," whispered Yuta.
"You know what, when I had seen you in Rose Bay," Sicheng let go off him then sat opposite to him placing the bathrobe over his knees. "I fell for you from the fist sight, but I didn't want to admit it, yet Miss Banaya she found out after one conversation. When I had come to her I had had a sleepless night as I had been watching things about you online and..." Sicheng became red. "I saw you doing all those thing with those people and I was so mad, it hurt so much. I wanted to show you how disgusted with you I am, Miss Banaya had told me to find out how you are before coming to conclusions, so I allowed myself to forget what I have seen, to not to judge you, to see how you are and I met a person who is carrying, so sensitive, lovely, very fragile yet strong, some who is just like me, a boy who hopelessly needs to be loved. Who has never received the right treatment or love from his parents, who was heartbroken, who is struggling with desire, who loves dancing and music. I discovered we have so much in common and that you're amazing, so I'm so happy I had listened to her and had given you the chance," Sicheng blushed.
Yuta felt his heart beating fast, he never deserved all those lovely words.
"You not right Sicheng. I... I'm a bad person, I have done so many things..."
"Stop! Despite all those tings you have done you're here with me not in the limo with those girls and your friend," muttered Sicheng causing Yuta's heart to explode with love.
"You're right," Yuta felt heat on his face.
He grabbed Sicheng's palm squeezing it.
"I was afraid we're too different and it won't work out between us until I had seen you masturbating in that forest. That was the moment when I realized we have a lot in common and you're just a boy who wants to be happy, loved and fulfilled," Yuta blushed when Sicheng lowered his head. "I'm glad you're here," said Yuta causing this lovely shy smile to light up Sicheng's face.
He moved to the boy sitting next to him tangling him into his arms when they cuddled placing small kisses on each other's lips, releasing the past, getting to know each other's lives and Yuta was happy he had let Taeyong down as his happiness was here in these deep dark eyes, cute smile, beautiful face and wet lips, in this miraculous person he needed more than daylight.
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Thank you so much for the love. What do you think about Yuwin's honest conversation? What will happen to Markhyuck, how will Ella's life on tour go?
