57. A thought that has never crossed his mind

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Donghyuck felt uncomfortable so he turned his back to Mark, he was lying in silence listening till he heard Mark's breath becoming even. He turned around to see the boy sleeping peacefully his hand under his cheek, the dark hair on the pillow, his eyes closed. Donghyuck was watching his face closely, the long eyelashes, the small nose, the sweet face, the chubby palm, the mole on his cheek. Actually Mark was pretty cute, thought Donghyuck catching himself on studying the boy's features. Ok, he has never been sure if he liked girls or boys, or both, he had had a few crushes but never had the chance to be with any of them. He had always been just watching how easy it was for Yuta Jaehyun and Johnny to be with people, to get intimate. How many nights he had watched them making out with random strangers in clubs or backstage, in limos or hotel rooms, when he was feeling so alone.

Ok, maybe he was lying to Mark, maybe he really believed in love, something so strong and beautiful like the thing Taeil and Ella had. Yes, he wanted his first kiss to happen because of real love, so he was waiting for the right person to appear. He suddenly felt so far away from sleeping watching Mark's lips, that shape, their delicate pink color. Were they any good, were they warm or tasty, wait.

He rolled over on his back finding his stomach moving in all directions. No it couldn't be possible, his mind was playing tricks on him, as he definitely wasn't lying here considering kissing Mark. No, never. He hated that crazy stalker. A plane light appeared on the sky and Donghyuck followed it realizing how much he missed flying, being on tour, meeting his fans. He wanted his band mates to be here, to take care of him like they always did, especially Jaehyun who was like his big brother.

He followed the plane till it hid behind the horizon line then turned back to Mark, he tried to calm down yet found himself analyzing the boy's face on and on again, shit Mark was really cute. Donghyuck closed his eyes trying his best to fall asleep but his mind filled with images of him kissing Mark.





Waking up next to Yuta was way easier than leaving into the chilly cloudy morning. The wold was walking up, the fog raising along the lake side, it was deserted, no passerby's or cars on the roads. Yuta had put a very nostalgic CD on, his hand was caressing over Sicheng's palm and thigh whenever he didn't need to change the gears. Sicheng was quiet watching the scenery unable to grasp his outer or inner state. His lower body was in severe pain, he could barely walk, sitting was uncomfortable yet Yuta's ointment had given him some relief.

"We will stop next to a pharmacy you look pale," whispered Yuta squeezing his hand.

"It's ok," Sicheng leaned his head against the seat watching the boy, why was Yuta so beautiful or was he way more beautiful today then he has been last night.

"I don't think they're open that early anyway," whispered Sicheng.

"Ok, I'll buy some medicine for you later and bring it to Mark," muttered Yuta.

"You don't have to feel sorry its as worth it," Sicheng blushed hard when Yuta caught his gaze.

"I don't feel sorry, I just don't like to see you in pain."

They looked at each other, Sicheng's inside filling with butteries, why had he been so afraid to do, it felt way to normal.

They reached Rose Vally when the CD played the last song, Yuta stopped the car in front of Mark's fence, he turned to Sicheng, his gaze becoming sad.

"We will see each other on Monday after school," whispered Sicheng, although it was hard for him to talk when he was willing to stay with Yuta forever.

"How can I let you go?" Yuta caressed his cheek.

The first faint dawn light was filling the car when they kissed slowly Sicheng's hand moved to Yuta's pants' zipper playing with it.

"What are you doing?" asked Yuta, his voice very raspy.

"It's still very early we have at lest half an hour," whispered Sicheng biting his lower lip.

"But we're in the middle of the village," Yuta became red.

"But it's still dark."

Outside, there was no light, not in Mark's nor the neighboring house.

"You will be in so much more pain," whispered Yuta.

"Yuta, I can't wait till Monday, no way," Sicheng cuddled his lips to the boy's soft ones.

"Ok, than backseat?" Yuta let go off his lips jumping out of the car, Sicheng smiled doing the same, but the pain in his lower back exploded so drastically that he had to grab the car door to not to fall and clench his teeth to not to scream.

He pretended it never happened when he moved on the backseat lowering his pants and underwear, sitting on Yuta's lap with his back to the boy.

"Will it be ok?" he asked.

"Perfect," he heard Yuta's laugh when he felt the boy moving inside him again. He was trying to relax, breath steady, concentrate on anything but the pain, like in his teenage years when he was stretching his body to do all the complicated evolutions the dance required. He could stand it, he knew himself all to good, but the next moment a sharp pain sent an electrical shook into his body when he screamed loudly.

"Sicheng are you ok?" asked Yuta.

"Just continue," begged the boy grabbing the driver's seat tightly when Yuta moved his hips a lot gentler then yesterday, the pain devastating Sicheng util it finally became a little more pleasant, so he grabbed that pleasure concentrating on it, giving it his whole mind and it became bigger, filling him completely.

Yuta's hands moved on his intimate parts to help him come, yes that was way better and Sicheng moaned digging his nails into the seat. He was moving his hips along with Yuta's to help him, his whole body was slowly going up in that rollercoaster ride of insane pain and pleasure, that was mixing into flames. Yuta's hands were working quickly, Yuta's hips rocking harder till Sicheng came screaming loudly, till his body collapsed in spasms,  while Yuta's moan came form very far away. Reality was returning, so Sicheng turned a bit resting his head against Yuta's shoulder trying to find his quickened breath, his heart was crazy, his skin swimming in sweat. He felt insane pain when Yuta moved out of him, so sharp he needed to clench his teeth.

"Was it worth it?" asked Yuta licking over his ear.

"Was it worth it?" asked Yuta licking over his ear

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Thank you for your beautiful feedback. What do you think about Donghyuck discovering something totally new inside him, what about Yuwin's intimate time in the car? How will Sicheng come back to reality after that night?

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