Dying to Live

Chapter Fifteen

Chapter Fourteen

Foster point of view.

I must admit, I never expected to have such a wonderful Christmas. Sure at first my family wasn't too thrilled with my decision to like guys but once they got to know John everything was perfect! The rest of the time we were up we spent either on the beach or with family. It really was the best Christmas ever.

"Well you're happy this morning," Drake points out. "What's so good about having to go back to school?"

"I get to see John!" I smile into the mirror, making sure I looked perfect.

"You saw him two days ago." Drake retorts, rolling his eyes.

"Two days is too long to say away." It's hard going from waking up with him there to being away from him a whole two days. I wish he could just move in here...

"God you're such a girl!" Drake chuckles. "At least man up and go further than just kissing him!"

You know maybe it is time to go just a little further than just kissing. We have been dating a month now and I haven't gone further than that day I told him I loved him. It can't hurt to try.

"You know what, I will! At lunch!" I smirk and smooth out my red shirt.

"Thatta boy." Drake punches my shoulder playfully. "Don't you back out now."

"Well if John isn't comfortable-"

"Foster! You're a dude! John, believe it or not, is too! He had that dream about you, he's just as sex crazy as you are. John just needs a little pushing!" Drake sighs. "Look I'm just trying to help."

"Help what Drake?! Did I ask for your advice?! Maybe you should take mine and realize sex isn't everything!" I glare at him. "I'm perfectly happy where I am now!"

Drake just stands there, staring at me, then he says something that has my blood boiling. "Just don't come crying to me when he breaks up with you because you're going too slow."

"Just fuck off Drake."

"So he keeps telling me I should try to get into John's pants." I groan, shaking the hair out of my face. I need a hair cut.

"That's crazy dude. I mean who cares what you do? You should decide when to do that!" Daisy exclaims, throwing a piece of ham at Eric. I chuckle softly as it sticks to his cheek.

"Eww, you're so nasty Daisy!" Eric pulls the ham off in disgust. "You know how much I hate ham!"

"Yeah, that's why I threw it at you!" The freckled face girl grins, throwing another piece.

"Speaking of your brothers, isn't that one usually alone?" Eric asks, point to a very angry looking Mika.

"Oh, that kid is Jake, he's Mika's stalker friend." I smile over at my younger brother. "Hey you think Mika is gay?" Might as well get other's opinion.

"He looks gay." Daisy giggles. "Want me to go see?"

"Daisy I'm not going to give you permission to grope my little brother." I snap harshly. "Mika is the most innocent of the older siblings." I'm sad to say my precious Bree has gone further than him.

"But he's cute!"

"Oh thanks babe, I'm glad you fantasize about getting with other guys." Eric mummers coldly.

"Well while you two argue I'm going to find my John!" I smile. "Oh and Daisy don't rape my baby brother."

"Don't worry Fosty. If anything I'll rape Eric just so he can be happy." Daisy smirks over at her boyfriend.