Still pretty??? Mileven ??

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A\N HEYO SO, SINCE WE'RE COMING UP TO THE 100TH CHAPTER, I THOUGHT WE SHOULD DO SOMETHING TO SYMBOLISE IT IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN??? ANYWAYS, I COULD DO ONE OF 4 ONE SHOT CHAPTERS:
•THE SQUAD WHEN THEY ARE OLDER
•GETTING YOU GUYS TO KILL JACK
•GET LYDIA TO WRITE A SUPER SMUTTY CHAPTER
•ALL OF THE ABOVE
NON OF THESE WILL TIE IN WITH THE ACTUAL STORY, THEY ARE JUST ONE SHOTS SOOO VOTE WHICH ONE U WANT AND ILL DO IT!!! KK ILY ALL BYEEEEEE! XXX

Mikes POV
"Richie you're a damn genius," I said.
"Yeah I know. Now do whatever you do to read her mind and shit!" Richie said.
"Yeah, ok, right." I said and closed my eyes. I didn't need to, but it helped with concentration.
"Ok, repeat everything you hear word for word, ok?" Richie said, sounding distant. I nodded my head. I concentrated so fucking hard but a high pitched sound was ringing in my head. I couldn't hear a thing.
"Well?" Richie sounded like he was far away and underwater. I started breathing heavily and I kinda started to shut down. Like I was breaking. Richie shook me.
"Mike! MIKE!" He yelled right in my ear, but the high pitched sound made it almost impossible to hear him. I opened my eyes and everything was blurry.
"Mike? Mike, come on!" Richie yelled. He was getting louder now and the noise was getting quieter. Finally my hearing came back fully and the world started to get into focus again, but a sharp pain tore through my head, almost causing me to fall over.
"I... I can't hear her Rich!" I said.
"What?"
"I can't hear her! Normally she's right there, I don't even try and I can just hear her like she's talking normally, but I concentrated so hard, Richie and I couldn't... I couldn't hear her at all. There was this super high pitched noise and it hurt my head so fucking much and I could barely hear you, it was like you were underwater and far away and I couldn't... I co... I..." I said, before breaking down into tears. Richie was one of the only people I would ever cry in front of, but I mean I was proper crying. Like, really hard. I learnt against a tree and slid down it into the ground, bringing my knees beneath my chin.
"W-w-what is s-she's g-g-gone r-r-r-richie?" I stuttered, barely able to talk from how hard I was crying. "L-like, real...r-really g-gone? And... a-and I never see her a-again? A-and something r-really a-a-awful happened t-to her? A-and the l-last thing w-we ever d-d-did was f-fight about f-fucking Jack?!" I yelled, hiccuping and stuttering.
"Hey, Hey." Richie muttered, rubbing my back. "It's gonna be ok," he said, although tears were running down his face.
"If... if something h-has happened to her," I said, trying to talk properly. "I won't be able to live with myself."
Richie paled.
"N-now mike, you... you gotta promise that if... if something has happened to el, that... that you w-won't do anything stupid," he said. I just shook my head and curled up, concentrating on els voice, trying to hear her, even if it was only a tiny whisper.
"Come on, el... come on... please, for me... say something, anything... just... just please you gotta let me know you're ok, ok..?" I begged quietly. I could feel Richie's stars on me but I don't care.
"Come on el!" I said, louder now. "Please! Answer me!" I yelled to the empty woods, my eyes closed as I was curled in some tree roots.
"You gotta let me know your ok!" I pleaded. "El! El, answer me!" I yelled, opening my eyes. Richie was staring at me, tears running down his face. He looked so sad.
"It's ok..." he whispered as I curled in a ball, sobbing my heart out. "It's ok," he told me again as he put his arm around me.
"El! Please! Please..." I yelled out, my voice cracking. I gave up shouting at nothing as my throat felt like sandpaper and my eyes were drier than the Kalahari. I felt hurt and sad and broken as I cried my fucking heart out onto Richie's shirt. I thought about el. How she looked, how she felt in my arms, how sweet her voice sounded when she said my name.
"Mike." Like the softest and sweetest beautiful bell.
"Mike." I could almost hear it.
"Mike!" My eyes snapped open and I jumped from Richie's arms, leaving him a bit shocked.
"Mike!" Oh my god!
"Richie did you hear that?" I yelled.
"What? Hear what?" He asked, getting to his feet. His eyes widened and I drew in a sharp breath.
Oh my god!

A\N IS EL DEAD? IS SHE ALIVE? OR IS MIKE JUST GOING CRAZY? TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK IS GOING ON IN THE COMMENTS! KK ILY ALL BYEEEEEE! XXX
P.S WHO SAW SHANE DAWSONS NEW JEFFREE STAR VID? I LOVE IT LOL 😆