His Trouble Maker {P.J.M} ✅

CHAPTER 5

When I told her she wiped her tears and sat on her bed looking at me as if saying "tell me more!". I surprised because she reached so calmly but yet anxiously to know more. I breathed in and then out before opening my mouth.

"Well his name is Park Jimin but there's a problem"

We all know the problem he is older and probably has a lover. I didn't know at the time and I didn't care about it, later on is when I began to think about it. He kissed me and probably had a girlfriend or maybe wife at home waiting for him to get home. Maybe they were happy and planning a family and maybe I am the girl who ruined that for him. But in the end that didn't stop me from feeling what I was feeling.

"Is he from school? Is he one of the popular guys?"

"umm no.. he is older he is a man already"

She gasped and covered her mouth while doing so. I was waiting for her to show a disgusted expression but she didn't. She stayed quiet waiting for me to say more while I was expecting an insult or a lesson that it wouldn't work out. But no she stayed silent and waited for me to continue, she didn't ask any questions and just heard every single word I had to say.

"Hi-his name is Park Jimin and I didn't ask for his age but he is in his early twenties and I'm sure of it..."

"well, how did you two meet?"

She was someone who thought everything was cute when it comes to lovers. I remembered when she was watching a drama and the boy was bullying the girl. Joy knew the reason and it was because he liked her ever since they were kids. He didn't know if she liked him back so he got mad and did what he did. The girl grew to hate him and when he confessed she told him to get lost because of how much he has hurt her. But in the end, it was clear that she has always loved him but he caused her too much pain so she didn't accept.

"Well, I like to spray paint because I spend the night out in the streets... he caught me but let me go because I explained my reason..."

"Is that it?!"

"Of course not... that was my first encounter with him but the second I wasn't ready for... he caught me again but things went differently this time i-it was today...."

"what?!"

I thought she would be more calm about this but I guess she was shocked that what I'm telling her it happened recently, too recent.

"Just not so long ago right before I came here... I was upset because he told me if I showed him my face he would let me go but I wasn't sure if he was tricking me but I did it anyways..... I had a feeling that it would get me in trouble but I was too mad to let him say something so I began to yell at him and... and he kissed me"

She had a blank expression so I didn't know what she was thinking. I hate when people do that but I couldn't be mad at her because she still had red eyes and a pink nose. It took a while for her to say something because I said everything too quickly for her mind to process what I said.

"Why did he kiss you?"

"After he pulled away he said that he had no other way to shut me up.."

"Maybe he likes you y/n no guy would just randomly kiss you why were you mad?"

"Because he stole my first kiss"

"And?"

"Joy think about it... what if he is married or has a girlfriend? what if I just ruined his relationship with an amazing girl?"

She didn't respond because she knew that I was right. I hate seeing others separating lovers or ruining a serious relationship and I hated myself because what if I was ruining his relationship with someone.

"Well, you may not know maybe he doesn't because he kissed you...."

"You know how guys are...."

"I mean that is true...."

Just like me, she didn't know what to say because she had never been able to experience it. Her parents forbid her to speak to any male unless it's a family member. She is only allowed when she is older than 20 it's funny because my family or mother doesn't even care.

"What should I do Joy?"

Even though she didn't know what to say I still depended on her to give me some type of advice that made sense.

"Just like in every drama I've seen you have to fight for him.. whether he has a lover or not he kissed you and what if he does y/n? he still kissed you maybe if he didn't mean it he still did... that's no way to shut someone up.. he could've just told you to calm down or wait until you finished speaking"

Even if I was confused she was right he is a man and his voice is deeper than mine he could've just spoke louder. But I know I'm stubborn so I would've continued but still, she had a point.

"Well I guess you're right about that but if I do fight for him... there's my mother who will kill me for liking someone older than me and also the law that will prevent him and I from happening"

"Who cares y/n... if you don't put matters into your own hands you will regret it later when he hates you and finds someone else other than you... there's obviously going to be obstacles on the way but you have to be sure that he is the one and that he is the one you want to be with... older than you or not follow your heart"

I know right? A young girl with powerful words, she always surprises me but I was still confused. After thinking about it good I knew what I had to do thanks to Joy.

She's right I should follow my heart but right now... I don't know what my heart wants.....