His Trouble Maker {P.J.M} ✅

CHAPTER 9

That was the first time I slept with him, I didn't regret it but I was scared of what will come next. He is an adult who has to go home while I have to go and get in trouble.

I'm already late for school and they won't accept that. It's either they call my mother or don't even pay attention to my existence. No one ever does not even after my change, my teachers still say my name wrong even though its easy.

I don't regret changing but it feels uncomfortable, now people look at me and very little of them smile at me. Some just give me a look with disgust which always lowers my self esteem.

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"So what are you going to do now? You left him without a note maybe he might think that you just used him.."

I explained to Joy what happened between Jimin and I, she was taken by surprise because I blurted it out to her all at once. She was very helpful and calm about it. She tried to give me advice on what to do now.

Sex with Jimin was amazing but what are we now? He only said that he liked me a lot but that's not enough. It's the only thing he said and that's the only thing I understood, that he liked me. I on the other hand don't just like him, I love him. He affected me and I can't do anything about it anymore.

"I don't know... Jimin is a man and that's all I can think of.. he has a girlfriend at home I can't compete with that..."

Jimin spent time with her longer than me, he has kissed her more and did it many more times with her. With me it was just one time and who know what he will do with her when he gets back home to her. But I know that she would be upset because he left with another girl and ignored her words when I began to run. He pulled me close to him while she was looking at his every move.

"I can't help you with this... I thought it was going to be easy for you..."

I thought so too since he confessed quickly but this thing we have isn't going to work. We both have someone who will try to drift us apart. Jimin has his girlfriend while I have my mother if she finds out. I'm not going to let her find out though because she has already ruined my life I don't need her to ruin another thing.

"Maybe I should ignore him... he would do the same since I just left.."

I wanted to apologize but we can't be together, I wanted to stick to fighting for him but not when its hard.

He was handsome of course he had a girlfriend and of course he easily stole my heart. Just like any handsome guy would do, steal someones heart, use them and then admit that they have eyes for someone else.

"Well I guess that's the only thing you could do..... there's no other way to deal with this you might get into deep deep trouble and no one will be able to save you"

It's true Jimin could end up in jail for having sex with a minor and I could get sent away by my mother. She hates me for something I didn't do.

I always repected her because she worked hard everyday but once my father made a mistake repeatedly she gave up on everything. She constantly got drunk but she never ever brought guys over. I always wished my family would go back to the way it was, when we all loved eachother and had so much fun. When my mother cared but also ignored me because she would have to work a lot.

"I guess you're right... i'll miss him though"

"What's so special about him anyways?"

That's when I told her all of my feelings for the man it was different and weird to me because I never talked about a guy.

"It's just that he is very charming and cute.... before he was about to arrest me or take me to my mother I tried explaining myself that I can't because my mother usually doesn't want me home... I told him that if I went back home my mother would punish me but wasn't even able to finish because he told me to go..... no other cop would do that and I knew it... he has a heart and understands tha I'm in trouble back at home..... later the next day he said that through my eyes he saw that I wasn't happy and I don't get much love in my life... I was speechless and when I revealed my face to him he told me that I was beautiful... at times I can't even think straight when he is near me.. his touch was so gentle that I fell in love with him... Joy in love with an older man.... I don't care if Jimin in older than me.. I don't care if he has a girlfriend at his house but I trust him.. now that I can't see him anymore makes me want to cry my eyes out... when I see him I want to kiss him to death I want to spend the rest of my life with him.... I need him in my life but it hurts to know that being with him won't go smoothly.."

A tear slipped down my cheek when I said the last part she knew that my feelings towards him were very strong. Even now that I think about him I still want to cry, without even reading the book I still remember all the memories I had with him.

(Also another reminder if things sound like the present you are reading a book you made so everything you are saying is from the book or sometimes you add extra, if this story is confusing sorry but it's the way I planned if any questions just comment and I will answer as soon as I can)

"y/n~ you are making this so difficult~ I can tell this guy means a lot to you but he has a girlfriend anyone finds out and you both would be In trouble... especially him.. you might get off the hook but he won't"

I didn't want to be the reason why Jimins life would be ruined but I don't want to live mine without him. Few days and I fell in love with him I can't change that whether I try to forget him.

"Did he promise you anything when he confessed to you?"

I shook my head no, he didn't promise me anything all he did was confess to me. But I wasn't going to doubt him, he chose me over her end of discussion, he chose me.