His Trouble Maker {P.J.M} ✅

CHAPTER 6

After listening to her words I was still confused, this was nerve wrecking for me and it drove me crazy. That same day I shook it off and had fun with her. I made her some food and we ate together and talked about so many teenage things that I can't even remember. Most of the time I didn't even hear what she said because I kept dozing off and thinking about Jimin.

She would constalty call my name to take me out of my thoughts but later I put those thoughts aside and talked to her.

When I got home late I sneaked through the window as always and just laid there facing the ceiling. I was trying so hard to make up my mind on what to do with Park Jimin but it was just back and forth. I was either thinking of the consequences or thinking that things will turn out great. To be hones I was never more confused about something in my life not even school was that confusing. It was a decision that I had to make and stick with it.

"What did you do?"

I agreed to follow my heart I knew it was going to be tough but as I thought about it, seeing Jimin with someone else would bother me. so I though,

I should do this.. Jimin makes me feel like no other male has ever made me feel. I feel something for him and I know what it is. I like him, i really do. To me he's different in my own ways that I see, I want him.

When I made up my mind I went to sleep and ready for the next day of school which was a friday. On the weekends my mother didn't allow me to stay home so she would kick me out early in the morning and make me stay out until midnight like the usual.

Sometimes I would wonder what she would do when I wasn't home or what was the meaning of her not wanting me home at all. I wanted to pretend to leave and see for myself but I just didn't care because it didn't bother me to be out. At least I had some type of priviladge to be free and out of that hell of a house.

The truth of everything is that without me my family wouldn't be able to have that house. They were considered old so they needed children to help them out with money. At first my parents were expecting my two older siblings but had me as a mistake. They didn't want me but acted like they did for most of my childhood just to hide the fact that they are cold hearted people who don't care for others but themselves.

I discovered that when I was being nosy and went through their files. It's pretty stupid to have all your secrets in your own room when knowing that they would be discovered sooner or later in life. I just happened to find out way to soon.

When I woke up in the morning I tried to be up extra early because I didn't want my happy mood to be ruined. it was usually a routine to wake up and be beaten by my mother so I wasn't surprised when she did.

I snuck out through my window and sprinted to school. I wasn't that athletic due to my lack of eating and hydration.

When I met Joy she clinged to me like if I was her phone and talked to me about Jimin. She would usually talk about herself because I didn't speak to her before but when things changed she wanted to know everything about me. That day she spent it asking questions on how I was feeling and if I was ok but again most of the time I was thinking of Jimin.

"You know y/n i am so glad that you are talking now..."

When we had our lunch break we went up to the roof and sat there talking a whole lot more.

"My friends left me..."

I was ready to explain to her that my so called friends left me because they saw me as an embarrassment to the group. It was painful to figure it out myself but the truth hurts. Still, I couldn't tell her the reason why.

What I didn't mention is that joy was a new student and only people who didn't talk about me she hung out with. Most of the people who she talked to knew what happened to me but never bothered to say anything about me to her which was way better for me.

"Why?"

"I had family problems and they would constantly try to get involved to protect me but one day I decided that its not good for them to get in trouble because of me... they didn't ask why they just turned their backs and never spke to me again..."

"Omg I feel so bad... they aren't friends if they did that.."

"I know that's why when you first talked to me I didn't even want to be near you... you look like those girls and I didn't want to be hurt"

When she first spoke to me I was glad but also scared that she would end up like my old friends. I avoided her as much as possible but she kept coming to me no matter what. I just realized late that she was the friend for me.

Note that she tried to get my attention for three years straight and I didn't pay attention to her not once until I was 17 years old. I guess things started getting serious when I was becoming older as a young adult.

"I'm your friend y/n and I knew that if I kept trying even if it was for about three years that one day it would be worth it.... thank god It happened before we leave school"

"But yeah that's as much as I could tell you before the big thing comes"

I was planning on telling her bit by bit so i don't throw everything on her and scare her away. My life is pretty scary to listen to even I would stay away from myself if I was joy and knew what happened to me.

"I understand that you need time to adjust so take as much time as you need i'll be here to listen to everything you will have to say"

She never spoke to me about her friends it seems like to me that they didn't have anything against her. But that's what I thought when the same day I saw her being scoled by her friends for hanging out with me.

"Why do you hang out with that freak huh?! You said you would stop talking to that freak but you continue... we all gave you so many chances these past three years and yet you still continue...."

She didn't say anything and just let them basically bully her because she stuck with me. I wanted to cry and run to her but i didnt have the confidence to. The only time I was able to stick up for myself was when I had enough of my father fucking me whenever he wanted. After that I couldn't open my mouth to face anyone who bothered me.

The rest of the day I ignored her and prepared myself to face the one and only Park Jimin. I was nervous but it wasn't like it was my first time seeing him.

It was his face that intimidated me he was so handsome and much more that I could faint because I couldn't take in such beauty.

When I got home I got my stuff and changed to my clothes and put on my mask. I went to the his house but saw something I knew I would find out later.

He was kissing a woman holding her close and smiling......

I have no chance