His Trouble Maker {P.J.M} ✅

CHAPTER 24

I had two months left until my birthday, Jungkook and Joy were looking foward to it. But I had a bad feeling about moving and living on my own. I didn't always want to be alone but I did want to have some alone time. I knew that having my own apartment meant to be alone each and every day.

I wanted that place for Jimin and I because I was willing to have a place with him, but school is also about to end. I will graduate and take some time before going to college or maybe apply for it because I haven't done that yet.

Joys father already applied for her, she was going to America as soon as we gradute from highschool. Joy and I were one of the youngest students to graduate before 19. Most students would graduate at 19 but Joy and I were the youngest in our classes. Everyone else was 18 or 19. Joy was the real youngest because she was 16, her birthday was a month after mine.

After our birthdays we would graduate so we had time to age before we leave school.

Jimin had it more difficut with seulgi because she didn't want him to go to work becase she hated the thought of him going to me instead of his job. But she had nothing else to do because he had to work to maintain her and the rent.

Jungkook and Tae were older so they had to make their living livable. Taehyung had his own job but not as good paying as Jungkooks. Taehyung was an emloyee while jungkook was an employer. He was the boss of everyone, the king. Tae was the one at the bottom, he cleaned after the higher level. I told him to find a better job but due to his past no one wanted him to work for them.

I couldn't always think of myself because I knew others didn't always have the best times. Complaining about my life was soemthing I always did but I wouldn't notice others around me. Jungkook became something he didn't want to become, Joy will soon be like that too. Taehyung never finished highschool because he had to leave his family which made it difficult for him to have a future. Jimin is treated like a peasant and forced to do things he didn't want to do. Everyone else suffered around me and I didn't notice but I tried to help as much as I could.

It's a life lesson that I learned about others and myself. Life will suck at some point but if you keep your head up high great things will come. Sometimes things don't work like you planned but you have to keep moving foward. At some point life goes wrong but you grab it by the horns and ride it until you succeed. You have to realize what is going around you and notice that you aren't alone, there are others who have problems as bad as yours, or sometimes worse than yours.

But one thing that I learned is that the poeple who care for you, who love you, who take care of you, who always want to see you smile, will always be there for you no matter what. If they see you cry they will be with with sholders that you could cry on. If your sick they will be there with medicine and a bowl of soup and make sure your warm.

Love can be expressed in so many ways and sometimes in a way you don't even notice that it's love. If you pay real good attention you will notice who loves you and who doesn't. Those are the people who ask if your ok when they see you sad and gloomy. Someone who tries hard to make you smile when they know you aren't ok. Someone who makes bad jokes but still make you smile.

People who put effort into a friendship or relationship are worth keeping, are people who you should cherish every moment you have with them as much as possible.

It's hard to find people who will be there by your side every chance they get, it's hard to find people who will love you till death due you apart. Finding loving caring people is hard but they are worth hunting for because you will need people like that in your life.

Love won't always be as easy as it sounds in stories but just like this one there will be obsticles in the way to prevent love from happening. As long as the two love eachother things will be great but you can't let the one you love be controled by somone esle. You can't let the one you love be brought down by their past life.

You want to show the one you love that what is in the past is in the past. As much as it will hurt to forget its better to forget but not always. You would like to look back at everything you went through and to only be proud of yourself for how far you have come.

No one will always have great memories or happy moments, everyone will always have bad moments or bad mistakes. But the only reason why the occur is to learn from them and grow and move on from them. To make you better than who you were before, to help you realize how things work, to help you realize how amazing you are.

Love.... many people want love. Many people wish to have love, but many would never appreciate the love they get from someone else. Some people only want a certain person to love only them, there are many selfish people. Just like seulgi she never appreciated the fact that Jimin was trying to like her but she didn't take those chances. Jimin tried and tried but every time it failed so he gave up on her.

With that he gave up on love completely, he never wanted to do anything with love. He was never a player but he did have some relationships that weren't that serious but he made sure to make the girls happy. Since they weren't that serious the girls would break up with him to find someone else because Jimin wasn't someone who only wanted sex. The girls he dated only wanted him for that, he actually put some effort but all the girls wanted was pleasure and self needs.

I was glad that Jimin fell for me as much as I fell for him but things weren't going to always be perfect, but what mostly mattered was that we loved eachother and we cared for eachother a lot.

We both knew that seulgi would ruin things but we never let that get to us well we tired. we also tried to focus on eachother as much as we could, we tried to love eachother as much as we could. Jimin expressed his love for me in many ways and I loved each one of those ways.

I didn't like that Jimin knew about my life but it was good that he knew what I went through.

What I loved most about him was that a small age gap didn't bother him, I knew that if I was younger he would wait until I was older. He was a very caring and warm hearted person who cared a lot for others.

Jimin was an actual angle, someone with gods heart. I was blessed to find him because he was not only handsome but super charming and absolutly cute. His many charms never got old, I loved receiving each and every one of them, especially his love.

Sadly it didn't last for long... things went wrong with one mistake. That mistake was letting others control us, letting others ruin our happiness.....

But as long as we loved eachother at some point, it was enough strength to continue loving him. He will always and forever remain in my heart even though he at some point wasn't by my side, I still love him no matter what.

I will always love you Park Jimin.... always and forever....