His Trouble Maker {P.J.M} ✅

CHAPTER 10

The day went by and I had to face him sooner or later, I needed to know what we are and if it would last. No matter what I want it to last I want him for the rest of my life. I need him in my life to be able to be happy, one friend isn't enough. I havent seen my siblings and they never pass by to see me or to make sure I'm still alive. I'm lonely even if i have a ONE friend.

"why didn't you come home yesterday?"

There goes my mother trying to act like she cares about me when we both know very well that she doesn't give a shit about me. She hates me and she never wanted me in the first place, on those stupid papers it said that I was a mistake.

She wanted to give me away but she found out that if she kept me more money would come to our family. Most of the money that was supposed to be for me she takes it. I haven't wasted any of what was left for me, I am not allowed to live alone yet so I planned on saving it and starting a new life once I turn 18.

"I stayed at a friends house"

I couldn't look into my mothers eyes because of everything she did to me. All the pain she cause me for years because of her "lovely husband". She should wake up and realize that her husband raped me but she chose to hit me whenever she wants to release her anger.

When she's drunk she uses me as a punching bag, she treated me like shit all the time I sometimes wondered why I called her my mother.

"Whatever go shower and get the hell out... you shouldn't even be alive...."

Another insult on another shitty day when does this woman ever think before she speaks. Oh!? wait she is always drunk but when someones drunk they say the truth.

I didn't answer her and ran upstairs trying not to burst and get beat. Many times I stood up for myself but always backfired because she is bigger and stronger than me.

When I was done I packed my things, put on my black outfit, put on my mask and left. I am a trouble maker and that's all i'll ever be, Jimin can say whatever he wants but this is the only way I don't go crazy. Spray painting helps me relax in some way.

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"Now tell me little girl we had sex and you left.... now I find you again with the same behavior...."

It felt like a battle with my eyes and mind, my eyes wanted to see his beauty but my mind is telling me I will fail to keep a straight face. I need him to hate me because I won't be able to, not when I love him so much that it could become unhealthy.

"Jimin.. it was a mistake... I used you so go back to your girlfriend... I shouldn't have said anything and let you take me to my mother.... just leave.."

I knew that even if I tried to sound mad I couldn't. He knew that I didn't mean a word I said.

"I don't believe you... I know that you aren't selfish I know you care..."

Jimin was able to read my body language, I was shaking because I was trying not to cry. Why do I have to be so weak around him? Why can't I be how I usually am and push him away without a tear in my eyes?

"Jimin I don't love you I lied about my father raping me I just didn't want to get in trouble.... leave me alone and we won't have to see eachother again... you can live happily with your girlfriend...."

"I still don't believe you little girl I know-"

"Don't you understand that it won't work?!! you have a girlfriend for gods sake Jimin! I don't care if you say theres nothing going on but there was.... you felt something for her before I came along..."

I figured it out right there, the only reason why he said that was because I changed his feelings. He loved her but when I came everything changed.

"I know you two had a fight and it might end up as a break up... I'm nothing but a trouble maker thats all im good at... causing trouble for others..."

My old friends got in trouble because they tried to help me, my siblings would get in trouble trying to defend me, I don't need Jimin to get in trouble either.

"I'm a minor and if anyone finds out we are both going to be in trouble... I won't be able to help you because by the time I will be in America..."

"What?"

"If I mess up on anything and my mother finds out she will send me to America... that's why when you saw me doing what I was doing I begged you to not take me home... my mother would've sent me away for good.."

He felt guilty because he just thought that I would be grounded or something but no. My mother wants me to get out of her sight but I don't want to leave korea. I barely speak English and she wants to send me to a place where I can't even communicate with anyone.

"No one has to know.... that girl is nothing to me.. more like a house wife or a house girlfriend... all she does is stay at home and clean up after me I promise you that there is nothing going on now that I met you little girl."

"Now but what about before?"

"That doesn't matter I'm talking about now not before.. please trust me..."

I nod yes and he slowly walks towards me his hand carresses my cheek softly pulling me towards his face.

"Before we do anything... I want to take a break because it feels like a drama... i just need a break please.."

"I understand... how long?"

"Couple months i'll be watching you"

I sounded like a stalker but I need to know if Jimin will be faithful to me. He said that he promises there's nothing going on between him and that girl, I need to see if its true.

My eyes have never focused on a guy before Jimin is lucky because if he wasn't the way he was I wouldn't have even payed attention to him. I would've left without a word.

"Wait!... before you leave can you give me a kiss"

"Ji-"

"Please..."

He looked at me with the most cutest puppy eyes i've ever seen, well no more like kitty eyes. It was way too cute reject I couldn't say no.

"Fine..."

I kissed him and it only lasted five minutes if I continued things would get out of control and I need my little break. Maybe three to four months I could manage.

"I'll miss you my little girl.."

I didn't reply and left we parted ways and went to the opposite direction. It's just a couple months we will be fine.

But that's what I thought.....