His Trouble Maker {P.J.M} ✅

CHAPTER 14

When we finished our business we stayed there in each others arms. He played with my hair while I was drawing circles on his rock hard chest with my finger.

"Little girl.... please remind me why your mother hits you and leaves you like this? I don't like seeing you like this"

He knew that my mother beats me and why but, I didn't want to remind him. I'm trying to forget but he needs to know everythng in detail.

"Everything she does now is because she thinks it's my fault..... I never asked for my father to touch me.. he got drunk and used me for his needs instead of his own wife... he threatened me so I couldn't ask for help... many times I tried but he was breathing on my neck making sure I didn't spill anything... I guess he liked it and kept going... When I turned sixteen I had enough of it... I hated it so much... I tried telling my mother but she would always hit me... my father said that I was the one who did things... and they believed him..."

I tried my best not to cry and finish my story, I trust jimin and even if he couldn't help me I wanted him to know what i'm going through.

"My friends tried to help me but they mostly got in trouble for it... when I told them that it's best if we didn't talk anymore.. they didn't say anything and never spoke to me again.. my siblings tried to help as well but I kept pushing them away they hated seeing my mother hit me so they left... I was alone but now I have you and some other friends... today I tried to stick up for myself but it ended up like this"

My tears couldn't stop falling when I told him, it felt good that he knew what was going on in my life but it hurt that he had to know how bad my life was.

"Little girl this can't keep on happening.. your mother is acting like a monster.. She can't do this to you..."

It didn't matter anymore because he knew everything now, I layed back down and covered myself and closed my eyes to stop me from sobbing loudly. I try to not let my life get the best of me but it's hard when it's full of shit.

"Just please forget about it Jimin don't want to talk about it please...."

He sighed but he understood that when I think about it, it brings me down quickly. He didn't say another word and joined me under the covers and hugged me tightly to make me feel safe. Which I did.

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It was weird to go back home, my mother wasn't going to be there so I wanted to stay alone and just relaxe while I could. I had a bunch of pictures when my family was normal.

When I had a family who laughed at eachother, who went on family trips and had fun. Pictures of our birthdays and caked up faces and millions of smiles. It made me wonder why thing went so wrong with me, my siblings left, my father and mother hate my guts and wish I was dead. Why me though?

I became mute for most of my teenage life people though I was weird my old friends left me, my teachers still can't get my name right and they sometimes dont even notice I'm in school. People talke about me behind my back when they have nothing else to talk about. Most of the people at my school know I was raped.

I was never bullied but I was ignored like if I was yestudays news. I remembered when I was the girl that almost everyone talked about and now I am the girl who people dont know exists. I became invisable to everyone and the ones who noticed my change only said hi and gave compliments but never said anything else to me.

Everything went downhill as soon as I became mute but I didn't want to put on a mask everytime I walked through the school doors.

I was never able to smile without having fresh tears threatening to fall and make other notice. People like to criticize to everything you do, if they don't like something they pread the word and then everyon hates you or thinks you a certain type of person. I was known as the girl who went mute but later everyone stopped paying attention to me.

Years later realizing that my life was shit when it was at it finest but after things settled down I met Jimin, Joy and later on found my way back to Jungkook and Tae.

Then it had me thinking, maybe life was planning this for me and if it did, it did a horrible job. I would rather get bullied than have everything that happened happen.

But still I met new people who actually care for me, I found my first love and things are somewhat good now. But still theres my mother why is she even my mother? If she hates me that much why does she still have me?

MOTHERS P.O.V

Looking at my beautiful daughter from above making sure that the devil won't dare touch her, I now realize how bad I have treaded her. Each day I regret everything I did to her, very late but I realized everything. It haunts me but I deserve it I never acted like a mother towards her and I fully understand why she didn't accept my apology when I asked for it.

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"Little girl how about we go on a date since she isn't here hm?"

hmm and I never had an actual date but I never wanted to. I always like being with him alone where no one could see us. Where everything around us didn't matter only eachother but I didn't mind going out with him at least once.

I havent had fun in years or gone on an actual date with anyone so this could be fun.

"Where to?"

"We can go to the movies or maybe walk in the park... or do some fun stuff?"

I've done that to many times with joy and taekook that I got bored of it. The mall was the last place I would think of to go on a date but I had no idea where to go. The past two months I've been going everywhere with joy and the two boys.

The mall was where I would go with Taehyung and Jungkook but mainly Joy. The park I would go with the boys to see them act like five year olds, the movies I go with them just so they could scare me. It was all starting to bored me so I didn't feel like going.

But the look in Jimin's eyes as he waited for me to answer wasn't helping. I wanted to say no and stay with him in his home cuddling but it looked like he really wanted this so I should give it to him.

"Ok.. let's go"