His Trouble Maker {P.J.M} ✅

CHAPTER 20

Things didn't go well when I went to Jimins house that day. I thought the girl wasn't going to be there but she was. I was right infront of his door when I heard her yelling at him because he doesn't sleep with her on the same bed anymore. She said that if he kept on with the same behavior that she would complain to her father about Jimins actions or change towards her.

He said things that made my heart melt but also ache.

"I never wanted to be with you in the first place seulgi... I married you to save my parents from your fathers wrath and I didn't want my family to suffer because of your family... you and your father are alike you know?"

"How so? Everyone says that i'm just like my mother"

"Well they are lying to you.. you and your father don't want to see others happy... I never gained the feelings you gained for me... and the only reason why you married me was because it could bring great money to you... that's why I never wnted to marry you.. I wanted to try to like you but you're just a gold digger.. and i will never love you get that through your head.. maybe if you changed i would have feelings for you but you don't... you don't care for anyone only yourself.... i fell in love with an amazing girl an you will deal with it because that amazing girl isn't you and will never be you"

Jimin confessd that he loves me but not straight to me that's what made my heart melt. But what made it ache was that he didn't tell me he was married to her. That meant they went on a honeymoon and did things, they kissed they touhed, they did everything.

But right there is when I herd that he doesn't feel any way towards her. I felt bad for her but she never let him be happy that's why he never liked her. Maybe sometimes she did her part as a wife but only because of the money. Maybe only because of jimins charms or looks, or maybe of his ways in bed.

To me jimin was very handsom and cute, charming lovely, sweet and nice, very respectful too. He was the type of guy that every girl wanted but he never gave himself like that. He was very friendly with girls but not touchy not even if he was single.

I was someone who didn't like being near men only the ones that appeared to be nice and not dirty minded. The only ones I found was tae and jungkook they were very nice guys towards me. I wasn't a big fan of being friends with boys but I guess they were somewhat different.

"Ever since that day you left with that girl... you never acted the way you used to with me... you talked to me... you hugged me... you even kissed me everytime you came from work..... what happened to that Jimin?"

"All that your father forced me to do because you would go to his business all sad and moody... he would threaten me if i didn't make you feel loved or make love to you.......... I never loved you seulgi.... and I will never ever in my life love you...... love isn't forced.... love should be real not because of money or sex.... that is love to you... but not to me..."

She was basically a hoe, all she cared about was sex and the money that comes with it. If she had the chance to have sex and get paid for it she would do it.

Jimin didn't want any of that he wanted somone who loved him for him. Someone who only focused on him and payed attention to him. He wanted someone who he felt comfortable with, I was that someone. I was glad I was but I made things way more difficult for him and seulgi.

He tried to gain feelings for her but they never came because she was the same as always. Her father sounded cruel but he was just trying to make his daughter happy but not in the right way. He tried to force jimin to love her when things don't work that way but jimin couldn't do anything about it. Her father was a man with great money and capable of many things. He was scary and very powerful, he reminded me of my mother.

"If I ever see you with another girl I will tell my father to do what he has been holding back Jimin... if you can't love me then you can't love anyone else.. that girl I will find and make you both suffer take that as a promise... so choose now"

I was hoping he would choose me but how can he? His life is on the line and maybe his family.

"Do whatever you want seulgi but I love who I love and you can't change that.. kill me if you want but you wont change my mind... it will only prove how selfish you are and what a bitch you are...."

He still chose me no matter how bad the situation was but I didn't want him to chose me anymore. That girls family is rich, they can do anything they want and people wouldn't notice. If they kill me they could and have the power to erase everything about me, it would be like i never existed.

"Fine... do whatever you want.. but later don't beg on your knees for my forgiveness Park jimin"

It was five in the after noon and she was leaving on another trip. For the weeks I didn't go to school Jimin didn't sleep near her or sometimes didn't even stay in that house. He either told me to sleep with him or comfort him, till now I knew why. He was preparing himself for this argument and new threat.