His Trouble Maker {P.J.M} ✅

EPILOGUE

Though that moment was devastating I still kept moving forward. It wasn't that he let me because in his case he couldn't live on with a bullet shot in his heart. The promise that we made never died, we enjoyed our moments together as much as we could even though we knew something that that would happen. Not exactly in that way but we knew something would happen that would lead in a way where we wouldn't be able to see each other anymore.

Every moment I spent with him I still cherish even though he isn't by my side anymore. But he will still remain in my heart for the rest of my life until I die. I do have someone else right now but my name will still remain as Mrs park because even if death did us apart he is still mine.

I'm not married but I have someone else who takes care of me just like jimin did. I don't regret "moving on" from jimin because it really isn't moving on from him because I still love him. But I know that the one who I am with right now loves me just like jimin did. At times I try to return the favor but the truth is that my heart belongs only to him and I won't ever give it to anyone else.

I had what I wanted from jimin his love, the love never died even if he did but the love is still there. the spark we always had is still there. The fire that was lit is still shining, that fire is unique because not even rain is able to put it out.

There isn't any message of this story but just one, you should never give up or doubt your love towards someone.... sometimes it doesn't work out but you yourself will know if the love is strong or not. In my case I always knew my love for him and the love we had for each other was always and still is strong.

Seulgi never meant to kill him or me, she still remains in jail and I visit her sometimes because I knew she was hurting to see the person she loves, love someone else. Two years after jimins death she called out to me because she wanted to apologize. I didn't accept but as time passed I did because she explained her feelings and she showed how regretful she felt after everything.

Four years later she died because she committed suicide, I cried because I understood her and we became good friends. She left a note explaining herself better than the other times she tried.

The reason why she wanted to end things was that she couldn't hold the pain of knowing she did what she did. of knowing that she has killed way more than the one she loved. I knew it was wrong but I kind of understood her. She knew that many chances were given to her and she tried to gain them back. But after everything she has done she couldn't and after she did what she did she realized everything though it was too late to change anything.

Joy also reached out to me because jungkook explained everything to her. she cried with me because she saw how broken I was, how dead I looked. I wanted to starve myself again but I had a family waiting in my stomach and that was the promise I had to keep. To protect and keep my family healthy.

My children are healthy and grown up, but too much but they are teens. I did have more with jungkook because I trust him. The ones that I had with jimin ended up being twins, a girl and a boy. they both are 16 and I love them both equally. I won't reveal their names but it was given by jimin before he left this world. jungkook and I had one more daughter named minah, I love her as well and she looks a whole lot like jungkook.

The older ones, the boy looks like jimin at times I think it is jimin. But that's not really the point, the point is that as much as I miss jimin I have more people who I love and will love till the end. I have my beautiful family and my newb boyfriend the one who loves me, I can say that I love him because he is an amazing person towards me and the children who aren't his.

They don't know yet about their real father and they will know about him in the future but for now, I would like to keep things the way they are.

the end

Once I was done reading the book to the children I head off to the semintary where the body of my first love laid. Each and every day I visit him because I know he can hear me and see me. One day I will bring his children so he can see how much they have grown from the last time I brought them here.

Before I started reading the book to the group of teens I wrote a note to him that I was about to place on top of his coffin. But first, I wanted to read it to him because I wasn't going to be coming in a while.

Dear Jimin,

Many great things have happened and I am happy just like you wanted me to be. I know how bad you wanted to make me happy but you did. I don't want the spirit you to be blaming yourself for leaving me because you didn't. It hurts to know that you are no longer by my side and haven't been for a while but I know that you know, you are always the first to me in my heart.

I also know that you are hurting because I'm with jungkook but he is taking good care of me and our family. The children will come here one day so you can finally see them. seulgi committed suicide because she couldn't bare with the pain but she is in a better place now and I know it. That's why I placed her here next to you. so you can protect her and give her one last chance.

Just know that nothing will stop me from loving you, no one can not even jungkook but like I said he has helped a lot with your kids. I'm happy and I hope you are too.

Don't forget how loved you made me feel and how much I appreciate everything you have done for me. And especially don't forget that I love you and I will always always love you park jimin and I will always remain as Mrs park.

I'm not saying that I will let go because I won't but I won't be coming every day like I used to because I want to focus on our family that we have created and the one I created with jungkook.

I Love You PARK JIMIN,

Yours Truly Park Y/n

p.s I know you never knew my name but there it is before I married you it was Kim y/n. also, the age I was when we got married was 18 on my birthday. things didn't go as planned but it was still the best day ever when I was named with yours.

A small tear rolled down my cheek.... not of sadness and not of regret....... but of happiness. Thank you park jimin.

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She didn't hear his last words nor did she see his beautiful eyes but he didn't have to do anything because he had already done enough. During the story, y/n caused jimin trouble but to him, he loved it, to him she was His Trouble Maker.

THE END