His Trouble Maker {P.J.M} ✅

CHAPTER 23

My birthday was coming in August, I had five more months left. Jimin and I haven't spoken because I wanted to stay with Joy and catch up on things with her.

I tried talking to her father about Joys future but he told me that It wasn't my business and that I shouldn't worry about it. He thanked me for caring about his daughter but the dicisions are up to him not to me.

Jungkook was right next to me holding his anger in because he knew that if he did something it would disappoint me. Sometimes I think that the reason why things are going downhill with their family is because of me. But I don't like to think about it too much.

"Tae be careful.. remember last time you and I came here?"

"yeah yeah y/n...I tried acting like a monkey and I fell from the bars.. it was nothing!"

"hmmmhhmmm you ended up with a broken finger! the bone was sticking out and I fainted from how disgusting it looked"

Taehyung and I were at our favorite park, no one went there because construction workers planned on taking it down, but that was years ago. They never did so Tae and I decided to go there as much as we could.

"Yeah and we came once night you thought a rock was a roach... you screamed and ran away"

"Hey! it's not my fault i've had bad experience with roaches.. plus they look gross"

The first ever person to come up to me and welcome me to the group was Taehyung, he then introduced me to Jungkook and I got along with them more. They made me have fun and showed me their drawing skills. It was a simple life where we stayed under the shadows and came out at night to have fun. Since I had school they would wait for me out side and take me home with them.

I didn't show them where I lived but they kind of knew the way to get there. They would ask why I didn't walk out with anyone but I never answered. After a while I grew on them and shared my story with them and after that they took good care of me.

"I wish life was mostly like this... filled with people who love you and make you smile... and also remembers everything we did together"

Taehyungs family didn't appreciate him that much, when he left that's when they worried for him. He left his home when he was 19 and now he is 23. Taehyung didn't bother turning back to his family because they acted like they didn't care for him. He too has a sister and cares a whole lot for her, I never met her but I would like to one day.

"Don't think I didn't notice those scares on your face and the buises on your neck and chest"

At first I thought he didn't notice them but later he did but didn't say anything. They were old and healing since I left my home.

"Tae that was months ago it doesn't matter anymore"

"It does to me because you didn't tell me but i'll let this one slide.. just tell me next time ok?"

"There won't be a next time"

I didn't tell him what I was planning but I knew that he would support me 100% because he was also there when I cried.

"I'm moving when I turn 18... i'll rent my own apartment as far from here as possible... i'm going to move to seoul"

If I stay in busan the old bad memories would haunt me every second I spend here. Moving was something i've been planning because I wanted every bad moment to be forgotten. Wouldn't be easy but it was worth the try because i've been focusing on the bad for way too long. (you said that to him too)

"I don't know.. that's why I moved from my home town daegu... I moved here because I met Jungkook when I was in school... but you can't run from the past forever.. at some point it will come back"

He wasn't wrong because I would experience it all the time and I still do. I try to forget the feeling when my father touched me but I kept on feeling it. I kept on dreaming about how scared I was when he came home, I always knew what he was going to do. The nightmares were horrible but now that i'm older I learend to forget about it because I have better things and people to focus on.

"How's Jungkook? He hasn't talked to me as much"

"He's really busy now... his job has become a whole lot more successful for him.. he barely eats or sleep... the bags under his eyes are dark and he has lost weight.. he looks skinnier and more pale"

Jungkook has been working hard now because he has business to do. More people want to make trade with his company and it's stressful for him. Everytime he gets home he misses dinner because he wants to sleep. He gets home late and never has time for anything except work.

"Maybe you could help him out?"

"I can't Tae.. I work too"

"Fine i'll try but i'm not as smart with business as he is"

"It doesn't matter maybe you can help him organize his office or help him deliver papers.... I know how things work.. but I can't help him i'm underage"

"Ok i'll try but I know how Jungkook gets when he's frustrated"

"Doesn't matter just ask him what he needs help with.. he's usually very bussy"

Jungkook owned his own comapny because his father handed it to him, but Mr jeon still goes on business trips for Jungkook. I would like to help Jungkook like he has helped me but I have problems of my own...

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I wanted these months that I was missing to end and for my birthday to come. I wanted to be an adult but I knew that it wasn't going to be easy. One thing for sure was that I couldn't get pregnant because it would make things a whole lot harder.

That was the number one thing that I talked to myself about, Jimin once said that he would like a family with me but I didn't add any of my opinions because I would hurt him. He seemed so into it and I didn't want him to feel embarrassed becasue I really wasn't looking foward to being a mother.

I disappoint a lot of people but it hurt a whole lot more that I would disappoint Jimin on that.

Maybe in the future jimin, when i'm ready it will happen... but for now i'm not.... i'll give you a beautiful family when the time comes.