His Trouble Maker {P.J.M} ✅

CHAPTER 16

Going on a date was really new to me, I have never been on one. Not with a boy and not with a girl. To me that day it seemed like Jimin was doing everything he knew where to go and what to do. I was just there standing next to him waiting for him to speak.

He would hold my hand like if I was already expecting it when I wasn't, he kissed me out of no where like if I was expecting that when I wasn't.

Many looked at us and I only hid behind him because it didn't feel comfortable people looking at me and my lover while we act all lovey dovey.

"Let's go to the amusement park hm?"

Believe it or not I have never been to an amusement park, my parents didn't like those places for many reasons. I tried to convince them but it only ended in an argument and me getting grounded.

"I've never been there...... actually"

He smiled warmly at me and took my wrist pulling me to another direction. I knew where he was taking me so I didn't bother asking where he was taking me.

I felt calm that he didn't laugh at me and just smiled warmly. With people that I used to hang out with laughed at me and left me behind because I didn't want to get in trouble. Joy tried but I didn't feel like going, Tae and Jungkook tried as well but I wasn't in the mood.

When we arrive the screams of the people frightened me the most I didn't know if they were happy thrilled or scared. The rollercoasters were so high and so many loops that I felt nauseous just by looking at them.

Not once while walking with Jimin I felt like going on any roller coaster. He noticed that I was stalling but he didn't say anything.

An hour passed and we passed the same booth three times, he began pouting like a baby but I didn't want to go on anything. He begged and begged but as much as I promised we would go after we walked in a circle I kept on saying no.

"Jimin I don't like roller coasters ok maybe you can go by yourself"

I wasn't giving attitude nor being mean to him I just didn't want to go on them. He has been on it before many times but not me. I've never been on one and I used to watch accidents so that scared me even more.

"Come on please who will I have next to me to hold their hand tightly and scream my vocal cords out with?"

He was being cute but way too cute. He knew that if he did that I couldn't say no to him but this time I was arguing with myself. My heart says to go and my brain and fear says HELL NO.

"Maybe with some cute girl but not me I'm not going Jimin"

I didn't care if the most sexy/beautiful girl sat next to him but I wasn't going whether he likes it or not.

"Fine then I won't kiss you"

"Geez Jimin I said I'm not going and that's it whether you like it or not I'm not stepping a foot on that thing"

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"Woah that was so FUN! we have to do It again Jiminie"

"Jiminie?... hmm i like it... call me that more often it sounds cute coming from you"

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"Jimin.. what if your girl-"

"Please stop saying that she isn't my girl you are.... her name is seulgi"

I didn't know what else to call her but I thought he wouldn't mind it since I never knew her real name. and I've called her that many times and he didn't say anything.

"Umm seulgi.. what if she finds out?"

I didn't want to think that she would get in our way but it does bother me that she lives with him. On the same bed, same house, uses the same bathroom, clothes in the same drawers, knowing that to others she is his and I don't exist to them.

Jimin told me many times to not doubt our relationship but I couldn't when seulgi exists in the picture.

This house is full of pictures that have them both together, and many of them lips on lips. It hurts me that I can't call him mine and tell everyone who sees us. I wanted her out of this house for good but what could I do? I'm just a weak teenager who can't speak up and was raped by her own father. A mother who hates me and siblings who left me along with friends.

"She won't and i wont stay with her for long.. this is my house and i work to pay for it trust me as soon as i have the chance i will kick her out i just need to find evidence that she cheated on me"

I didn't know what that meant but it made me feel a bit better, she need to be gone not soon not later but now. I just wish I had the power to be able to do that. She's a woman and I am a teenager that's a big difference.

Jimin and I were laying on his bed cuddling eachother to death feeling the heat of our bodies. We kissed here and there but we didn't do anything. It was relaxing since he was masaging my hair and playing with it.

Seulgi was coming sooner than we thought, apparently she was missing Jimin too much and she wants to see him. She said that she was hoping for them to do something "sex" when she comes back. I knew Jimin hasn't done anything with her because she would've said again and I trust him.

He made up an excuse that he has a lot to do for a while so he won't be able to be home when she comes and time later.

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"Little girl.... I think you should talk to your mother... maybe you can convince her that what she is doing is wrong and that she should stop before its too late.... maybe she has a reason"

"Jimin if she had a reason I still won't forgive her or talk to her I hate her even thoug she is my mother... I wish she was never my mother"

He tried for minutes to give me motivation to talk to my mother and sort things out but it always leads to the same thing everytime I try. She hates me and I hate her it's a win win but not really, I get beaten not her.

"Even if I tried it would end up with the same results. don't you think I havent tried? She always beats me she doesn't want to hear my voice and if I ever do say something she would insult me on the spot"

I became a bit annoyed just thinking about that woman that he noticed and didn't say anything else. But he wasn't wrong, even if I tried many times before it's always best to keep trying. But with my mother it's a lost cause I won't get anything good out of it only the bad.

It's either she ends up screaming at me or insulting me if I get lucky but most of the time she hits me and makes me look like shit so I barel try with her.

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As my feet got closer to the place I have to call home I was thinking of what Jimin said. My first destination would have been to joy and Jungkook but I need to set things straight with her.

When I stepped into that place my nightmares came true, the one thing I feared most was right in this very house once again.

"F-Father?"