CHAPTER 11

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The next day was officially the first day, it felt weird but not much because I wanted to distract myself from him. Joy invited me to go to the mall and try on some clothes. I accepted because I have nothing else to do and I was trying not to get caught by someone who wasn't Jimin.

"Now I really want school to finish I want to show you what a girl looks like"

I had to wear school uniform which is colorful clothes, short skirts, long weird socks but those were optional. I didn't like the idea of exposing my bruises or skin so I would wear a huge black sweater and black leggings. My hair would usually be in my face since I always kept my head down.

"I'm not sure about this... I don't have a car and I'm kinda scared of malls..."

I was scared of them because I used to see so many news reporting teenage girls being raped and abused. The fact that they showed the way girls were left was disgusting. By that time my parents "cared" for me so they told me not to go to malls alone unless it's them who are with me. I listened and never went to the mall again in my life.

"Don't worry every time I go out alone my father call private spies I guess and the blend in and make sure we are safe. everything will be fine cmon~"

She whined and begged like a five-year-old asking for candy.

"Ok fine but those spies better be good at their job I don't want to get raped ag- I just don't want to get hurt"

It almost slipped out at least I realized before I finished my sentence or everything would be ruined and there would be no changing what I said. Joy pays really good attention when someone is talking and more know what will happen if she heard the rest.

"Trust me my father never changes them I knew them"

"I thought you weren't allowed to speak to makes"

"One of them is my uncle"

Joy's entire family are always underneath her father's feet. He is like the king of the world and the rest of the family are like the peasants who would do anything to please their king.

When school finished I asked if we could walk because cars also freak me out hen there is a serious man inside and in control of the wheel. I'm very paranoid about my surroundings involving men.

"I know you don't like it when I ask about your family but I was wondering about your siblings .. if you have any?"

I guess talking about my loving siblings won't hurt they were the best brother and sister anyone could ever ask for.

"My oldest brother and only brother's name is Kim seokjin... he was like the mother of the house since our actual mother would always be at work or out on business trips... and my sister's name is Kim sejung she is also older than me and I was closest to my brother actually.."

"Really why?"

Seokjin would always look after me, he would tell me to be careful with the people I hang out with and I was very careful. When I felt sick he knew immediately and was already at my bedroom door with a bowl of soup and medicine to cure me. He would tuck me in and tell me to relax and rest as much as I needed to.

When I cried he was there with tissues and handed me them when I cried. When I spoke to him about my feelings he was there with ears wide open and his arms ready to hug me until I feel better. Many would think that we were a couple but no it's not like that. I was always thankful for my siblings that I always wanted to give them a whole lot more in return because they helped me a lot while I was growing up.

"Wow... I wish I had a sister..."

"Don't say that because now I don't have them... they tried to help me many times but I pushed them away so they left because they didn't want to keep on watching me suffer"

"Well, my brother is very protective sometimes I find it annoying.."

"I never did I always listened to them because I knew they wanted what was best for me they wanted to protect me and I respected that so I never complained"

Hearing Joy say those things frustrated me because her brother is only trying to look out or his baby sister. She doesn't sound appreciated of her brother's effort on taking care of her. He is the only one who gives her attention and she finds it annoying?

"But your siblings sound amazing but I am thankful for my brother though he helps me a lot I can't blame him for looking out for me"

When we arrived at her home she let me borrow some of her clothes and we went to the mall. Her parents said that they would lend me some money since I didn't have any.

I tried to deny their offer but they kept insisting I had to give up.I met her brother and parents, they treated me like I was their own and that really warmed my heart.

When we finished shopping I wanted to go back and have dinner with them and they didn't mind at all. We all talked about funny things that I spent most of that night laughing and smiling.

What made me almost cry that night was when they said that if I ever needed some company or a comfortable place to stay in, to always have their house on number one on the list. They even said to call them 엄마(eomma) and 아빠(appa) which really meant a lot to me. I always say, mother, because I don't like showing affection to her but they changed that.

And I also found out that Joy's brother is Jungkook one of the people I spray painted with before. He was able to leave jail because of his parents but the others had no one so they stayed.

Day one of the break wasn't so bad after all, I realized that if I stop thinking to much I could actually enjoy my life while I still have it. And I am now surrounded by amazing people who will care for me, I have people that I can call family.

DAY ONE COMPLETED!!

(If you are wondering about Taehyung he will come next chapter)

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