six months // m.e

1.0

To me, there isn't a better feeling in the world than kisses.

That is, when they are real kisses. When I kiss Matt, I feel like every ounce of love and passion that I have within me goes into that single kiss. I kiss him as if that was the last kiss I will ever have with him, because you never know if it will be.

I think he does the same. When he kisses me, I can feel how much he cares. He doesn't think of me as one of his toys. I'm different to him. He's different to me.

We're different together.

I walked into my apartment after a long day of work. I never thought that I would be able to hate smoothies, but I can and I do.

I trudged into my bedroom and shut the door behind me. I was basically half asleep from the long shift that I worked.

I grabbed a pair of sweatpants and a crop top from my drawers and stripped down in the dark. I quickly pulled on my sweats and top and hopped onto my bed. I noticed something was wrong once I felt a huge lump underneath me.

"Matt, what the hell?! Did you just sit there and watch me get undressed?!" I screamed at him.

"I thought you saw me," He laughed. "You seriously walked right past me."

I groaned and threw myself under the covers.

"I didn't see anything. You're back was facing me the whole time. Don't worry, it's nothing new to me." He winked. I rolled my eyes and groaned again.

"You're so freaking gross."

"I know, but that's what you love about me." He smiled.

"Yeah, unfortunately." I said as I cuddled into his chest. We were used to sleeping together since we have had so many movie nights, so it wasn't weird sleeping in the same bed or cuddling.

"Goodnight, Nins. Sleep tight."

"Night, Matthew. Don't let the bed bugs bite." I whispered onto his neck. I felt his breathing hitch. I placed my lips on his neck and left a small kiss. I then put my head in the crook of his neck, cuddling into him as much as possible.

"Nina, Nina, Nina. You're such a tease." He whispered.

"I know, but that's what you love about me." I giggled.

"Yeah, unfortunately."

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so yeah I know the past few chapters have been short but don't worry the next ones will make up for it all wooo!!!! I'm so excited to see your reactions pls comment like it means the world to me honestly

but yeah sorry for the short chapters, they are definitely starting to get longer the more I write. ;-)