six months // m.e

2.0

wow this is chapter 20 that's actually so depressing wow but don't worry it's not ending soon ;) I am only 1/3 of the way through i plan to go to 6.0 which ok yeah I know that's 60 chapters and it's a lot but OH WELL I don't think you guys will complain about MORE chapters, right? RIGHT????

this chapter is a few days-a week from the last chapter so yeah

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"Matt, we have to get out of bed." I laughed. He made some sort of unhappy groan and rolled back over away from me.

"I'll make you pancakes," I cooed at him.

He rolled over and squinted his eyes at me.

"chocolate chip?"

I nodded my head and he smiled, sitting up in the same position that I was in.

We decided to stay at my apartment tonight so that I didn't get completely disconnected from it.

"Last night was fun," He smiled at me. I rolled my eyes.

Matt and I had had a small--okay, big make out session the night before, but it didn't go past that. He was much more open to kissing me whenever he wanted, and I think he was trying to make up for lost time. If we weren't eating or sleeping, we were most likely kissing.

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"I'm so tired," Matt said while rubbing his eyes. We had just finished eating our pancakes.

"How are you tired? We went to bed at like, twelve o'clock last night and woke up at eleven." I laughed.

He shrugged his shoulders. "I was up later than that. Just thinking," He yawned.

"About what?"

"You." He said sheepishly, trying to hold back his smile.

My face flushed red, and I smiled at his small but adorable comment.

"Let's go out today," He smiled.

I nodded my head and gave him a gentle smile, grabbing his plate and walking to the kitchen to wash it off.

Once the dishes were washed and put in the dishwasher, I walked back to my bedroom to get changed.

When I walked in, Matt was sitting on the edge of the bed, in khakis and a purple short-sleeve button up that he hadn't buttoned yet. His hair was pressed against his forehead still and he was scrolling through twitter looking more than tired and more than hot.

"Y'know, we don't have to go out. We can just have another lazy day and take a nap." I said quietly, placing my head on his shoulder.

He looked at me with a look that begged for sleep, but he always was trying to make me happy.

"Nah, it's okay. I wanna spend time with you." He smiled.

"Well you could always spend time with me in bed," I said.

He sent me surprised look.

"Not like that, you pervert!" I yelled.

He let out and loud laugh before falling backwards onto the bed.

"Are you sure?" He asked quietly while tracing small patterns on my forearm.

"Of course. Just leave your shirt off. I like this look," I smiled, motioning to his almost bare torso.

"Fine, but only because you asked me to." He said in a sarcastic voice. He took off his clothes so he was just in his boxers and jumped under the covers next to me.

"Thank you," He smiled.

"For what?"

"For being so sweet and caring and kind and cute and all the things I love about you."

I laughed at his high-school-relationship-words before leaning in and placing the most gentle kiss on his lips.

"Sleep tight, Matt." I said, snuggling closer into his chest, taking in a whiff of his cologne that was still lingering on his skin from the day before.

"Don't let the bed bugs bite, Nins." He replied, softly tickling my stomach.

"You're such a freak." I smiled.

"Yeah, but I'm your freak." He said with a goofy grin.

"Jesus, you have no idea how long I have waited to say that."

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if you got my many references in this chapter I love you

one of them was from earlier in the book and one of them was from a picture but holy shizzzzzzzzzz