six months // m.e

1.7 // edited

We were all in the car. Jack was sitting in the passenger seat, I was driving, and a very grumpy Matt was sitting in the back.

"Can you please explain to me again why he is here?" Matt asked in an annoyed tone. I rolled my eyes and sighed.

"He has a name, and it's Jack. Jack is here because we wanted to hang out tonight. Do you have a problem with that?" I asked raising my eyebrows at the road.

He mumbled a quiet 'yeah, sort of' and crossed his arms over his chest. Jack gave me a quick uneasy glance and looked down at his hands.

When we arrived at the apartment complex, Matt went ahead of us in a very upset fashion. I could tell that he didn't want to be with us, and I knew why.

"I'm really sorry about Matt. He can be a total ass sometimes." I chuckled.

"Eh, it's okay. It doesn't bother me." He shrugged.

I put my key into my door and opened it, hoping that there wasn't a secret killer hidden somewhere. I quickly turned on the lights and walked over to my couch. He sat down next to me and was extremely close. I turned my head towards him.

"So how have you been?" I asked, pushing my boobs together as much as possible. I had a very low-cut shirt on that showed them off.

"Pretty good," He whispered. He inched closer to me. "What about you?"

"Amazing."

I pushed my lips onto his and took no time to crawl on his lap. My hands made it to his hair and all I could think about was Matt.

The kiss got heated quickly and soon enough we were ripping each others clothes off. I was still straddling him, but this time both of our shirts were gone.

"Oh, hell no."

I pulled away to see Matt striding over to me and grabbing me under my arms.

"Matt, what the hell?!" I screamed.

"Nina, this is not happening tonight. C'mon, we're going back to my place."

I realized that there was no way for me to get away, so I looked at the horrified Jack and gave him a sorry look.

"I am so sorry. I'll text you."

Matt dragged me out of the apartment and back to his.

"What the hell was that?!" I screamed.

"I'm sorry. There, are you happy? I'm sorry that I was with another girl. I know that sucked balls for you, alright? Now please, stop doing this to me. It's freaking torture." He yelled.

I stopped and looked at him. "Stop doing what?" I challenged.

"Stop going with other guys. It freaking makes me want to jump off a cliff. I see how you feel now." He sighed. "Also, you're just standing here in your bra. That's really torture."

"Oh is it now?" I asked. I bit my lip and grabbed the waistband of my leggings and slowly pulled them off. I then stood there in just my black thong and pink bra, looking at him.

"I'm completely sober this time. What are you gonna do?"

His mouth dropped slightly as he scanned over my body.

"I, uh, um. I think we should go to bed." He stuttered.

"Oh no, Matt. Am I making you, what's the word. Nervous?" I smirked as I walked closer to him. I was about an inch away from him and my chest was right below his.

I inched closer so my chest was pushed against his abs and he could see straight down my bra. He looked down and then looked up into my eyes.

"Are you trying to test me like you did before?" He asked gulping.

"I'm just trying to give you what you want," I shrugged. "Don't you wanna get your mind off things?" I whispered onto his neck. I felt his body tense up.

"Yeah, but you're, different." He said quietly.

"How am I different?" I mumbled onto his skin.

"Because I actually like you!" He yelled, jumping backwards away from me. He looked me in the eye.

"I like you. A lot. A whole freaking lot." He said quieter.

"I don't want to just get my mind off of things with you. If we did anything, I would want it to be because we care about each other. I care about you. I want to be with you. I don't even care who that girl was at the party, because she didn't mean anything to me. She just helped me get my mind off of things. That's all. I know you were trying to get revenge by getting with Jack. I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I didn't come to you and try and talk. I just couldn't. It wasn't something that I wanted to bring you into, and I didn't think you deserved to be pulled into it anyway. I was just trying to protect you. I don't like seeing you upset or angry or sad, it tears me apart. And to know that I would have put you in that position would have ruined me. I would never be able to handle that at any point in my lifetime. You are so important to me, Nina. So important. I don't want you to ever forget that."

He stopped and looked at me. We both were breathing heavily now, and I felt tears coming to my eyes. Jesus, why do I always have to be so emotional?

I ran up to him and pushed my lips against his. They moved perfectly in sync, and it was as if we were in some cliché movie and the director was about to cue the rain.

I pulled apart from him and looked him straight in the eye.

"Matt, you have no idea how much you mean to me. I don't want you to ever forget that. No matter what happens, I could never hate you. Ever. So if we are ever in a huge fight or something, don't think I do. I never could." I whispered to him. He nodded and pulled me into him, embracing me into a warm hug.

"Stop looking at my ass." I giggled. "I can literally feel your stare."

He blushed and shrugged taking one last look. My jaw dropped and I slapped him on his arm.

He picked me up bridal style and carried me to the bedroom. He laid me on my side of the bed and I quickly got under the covers.

"Are you not going to put your clothes back on?" He asked me, raising one eyebrow.

"Do you want me to?" I asked with a small laugh.

He smiled and looked down at me.

"Good point."

-

ok

wow

so they both basically were like aye u r my bae

ily

but more like

ily- I like u

bc they ain't at that luv stage

yet.

😏😏😏😏

gn I'm going to sleep I'm tired BYE

ps hope you enjoyed the double update 😉😉😉