Day 11 - Something you always think "What if..." about
My answer? Everything.
Unfortunately anxiety sucks and Im very much that person that is constantly thinking "what if this", "what if that"
A lot if times Ill be out, and randomly just think "What if all of a sudden I was held hostage over something", or "What if that semi hit us".
Its never ending for me. Im constantly thinking "What if"s about anything and everything in life.
Im not gonna lie, sometimes its cool because it can give me neat story ideas and stuff! Despite this though, its not always fun.
Because of this, I have almost constant anxiety over things like my relationship, and my family's safety.
A lot of times Ill get unnecessarily worked up and upset over things out of fear of losing my boyfriend, or fear that someone important to me is mad at me, hates me, annoyed by me, etc, all because of those "What if"s playing nom-stop in my head.
I'm constantly thinking "What if"
I couldn't pinpoint one or even a few things that I think of most, its a giant pool of them.
So yeah.... that kinda suuuucks
But aNYWAY
Ill update once or twice more tonight. I technically should've done this Tuesday but Ive been really tired and recovering from camp.
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