I've been thinking about what Dallon, Lyn-Z, and Beebo kept saying yesterday. He was better before he knew what was going on.

Was I a better person before I met Gee? Did Gee make me bad? No, he's helped me so much...but I've changed so much. Have I changed for the better? I was so sure of that before, but now I'm not so sure.

Recently, my mom talked to me and asked if I was okay because I wasn't acting like my normal self. Does that have to do with it too? Am I really that different? Is it really not good? Mom did say that she doesn't want me changing because I think something is cool, I should only change if I genuinely like something and I would still be myself.

Am I not being myself? Am I trying to be something else? Should Gee and I take some time apart and see what happens?

After lots of thought and consideration, I decided that's what I'm gonna do. This might only be temporary, but I need to go back to the way I was before I met Gee. I was better, I need to be good again.

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