bangtan one shots

problems ⇒ jeon jungkook

you and jungkook had been on troubling terms lately. you two lived together as roommates, attending the same college for music. but recently, it seemed like your extremely close relationship was withering away. you didn't understand why. you always acted the same around him; teasing him, hugging him, hanging out with him. but something seemed to have changed between you two.

you didn't want to think that it was because of your feelings. you loved jungkook, more than a friend in fact. but he had told you numerous times that he couldn't imagine dating you, as a joke of course when your friends would admit that you and him would make a good couple. both of you would laugh it off, but deep down that was your dream. to be jungkook's girlfriend. he only thought of you as his best friend, maybe even a sister, but nothing more.

because of these issues, you had been looking a cheap apartments. if you and jungkook were going to keep fighting, and if your feelings were going to get in the way, then maybe it was best for you not to live under the same roof as him anymore. being in each other's presences throughout the entirety of the day, and always being around each other even during classes at school, seemed to only fuel the flames erupting between you two. you were growing tired of it all, seeing as jungkook seemed to be the one causing this relationship to crumble. he was becoming distant and moody, always seeming distracted.

you woke up today but you were a little depressed. you decided to skip out of breakfast. you didn't want to move away from jungkook, you loved him after all. just the thought of doing that upset you, and it only made you angry when you could imagine all the girls jungkook could bring home if you had moved out. it would probably widen the growing gap between you two. sitting in bed, you opened your laptop. there weren't any classes today, so you decided that you would relax in bed, watch movies, browse around, maybe do some homework later.

you found yourself on a realty website, offering a variety of apartment rooms that varied in size, cost, location. most of them were cheap, but many weren't close to your school so that would make your commute rather long. and you didn't have a car. buses were gross from all the people that ride in it every day and the lack of cleanliness inside. there were a couple places in range of the school, but they were run down and didn't have a lot of space. but you could imagine decorating the entire place, maybe even invite your family to help you fix it up. you got excited just thinking about that.

jungkook was out and about, eating breakfast and texting his friend kim taehyung to come over. he noticed how late in the morning it was, thinking that you were normally up and eating breakfast before him. he wondered if perhaps you left early or skipped out on breakfast. the concern he felt made him nervous, considering that the recent emotions he had been feeling had been troubling him. he wasn't used to the feelings of... love. he didn't want to accept the feelings. he didn't want these feelings for you. you were his friend and that's all he always thought of you.

but still, breakfast was the most important meal of the day. he stood up from the couch and approached your door. he knocked and waited for your voice on the other side, "come in."

he opened the door, standing behind it as if it were a shield between you and him. "are you going to eat breakfast?" he asked, his head peeking into your room.

you didn't meet his eyes, keeping them on your electronic. he kinda angered you that he suddenly cared, after having been ignoring you yesterday. "no." you told him coldly.

he sighed and was thinking about leaving when he noticed that you seemed to be concentrated on your laptop. "what're you doing?"

you met his eyes finally, "um, there's some stuff i have to do online. not school related."

jungkook rolled his eyes, walking further into the room. he sat down on the edge of your bed, resulting in you suddenly shutting your laptop closed. "you are never a good liar." he teased.