Sometimes you're destined for some people, but you were never destined for them and that's the painful truth Hoseok had to face when he first fell in love.
Ps, this isn't a Sope fanfic, but I hope you still check it out.
>>started June 23, 2018>fi...
"What are you doing here?" Yoongi asked one night when I showed up in front of his door step. It wasn't easy finding his apartment. It was so long since I last visited this place, ten years ago from what I can remember, two years in the future from this timeline.
"I can't... sleep." I mumbled and took a single step forward, forcing Yoongi to step aside.
"What about them?" He asked and raised his eyebrows.
"Them? Oh, my parents?" I shrugged and lowered my gaze. "They're gonna die one year from now, so I'm trying to distance myself as much as I can."
"The incident." Yoongi whispered and extended his arm so I can grab it. "Come in."
I stepped in and inhaled, trying to take in as much of the air as I could. I walked around as if I was in a daze, remembering what I'll see in two years time. At the end, I jumped on the couch and spread my arms on the back while closing my eyes. I could sense Yoongi gently sitting down on the other end of the couch, a faint sigh escaping his mouth.
"I wouldn't have chosen this place as a place to relax. Especially after what happened between..." Yoongi started but stopped mid sentence, his voice fading away, unsure whether to continue or not.
"Between the two of us?" I continued instead of him.
"Yeah..."
"Forget about it." I opened my eyes and looked him straight in the eyes. "It was just a moment before I met Hoseok."
Yes, I admit it. Yoongi and I did share a 'moment' but it was for a short while. After he introduced me to Hoseok, things changed. Feelings changed.
Yoongi and I were supposed to meet one year from now when I just started university, but after the events of the game, I guess we met earlier. We quickly moved from friends to lovers, but it only lasted one month. After that Hoseok came back from abroad and we met through Yoongi. We grew closer and I tried to hide it but it was too obvious. Yoongi quickly caught on and tried to avoid a scandal as quietly as possible by telling me that he wanted to end the relationship. He told me that he knew how I felt towards Hoseok and he even said that Hobi felt the same. He even hooked us up right after both of us ended whatever there was between us, and it just skyrocketed from there. Hoseok and I were dating for four years, until I graduated from university, and right after that he proposed. Fast forward two years after that and I got pregnant with out first baby boy, Chiwon. He ment the world to us, even after the doctors told us that he won't live long at the age of three. We knew he was weak, his legs barely supposed him so he had to stay in a wheelchair, his heart rate would occasionly drop, causing him to faint. All that and he lived to be ten years old. After that... Well, I don't remember.
"Do you mind if we cuddle a little bit?" I found myself ask out of the blue. "It always helped me fall asleep."
"You're my best friend, of course I don't mind." He chuckled and moved closer, wrapping his arms around me. "I'll do anything you ask me to do."
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She fell asleep on my shoulder, her eyes fluttered at the slightest movement. I caressed her cheek and gently booped her nose, causing her to flinch slightly. A smile appeared on my lips, my mind travelling back to the times she would constantly fall asleep on my shoulder. I couldn't help it, my heart started racing. It's been so long, yet I still have feelings for her. After her I've been in so many relationships but none of them were real like what we had. It wasn't easy letting her go, but seeing how her eyes lit up whenever Hoseok was around, led me to believe that she was ment for him. All I wanted was for her to be happy, even if it meant that I'll be misrable all my life.
I gently picked her up and walked towards the bedroom where I layed her on the bed and tucked her in. I returned to the living room and started preparing the couch for a comfortable nap when all of a sudden I felt my heart drop.
Ting.
With an unsteady hand, I picked my phone and looked at my choices.
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The answer should be easy, but for me it wasn't.
Yes, I want to be back with MinJee, but I also want her together with Hoseok. If I choose the first option, then I'll be selfish and that's something I'm not willing to be.
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