Bigger Than Most

Chapter 8🖤

Ranae

              We were still in IHOP for breakfast, even though I was supposed to be home by now. He was still staring at me and I was getting uncomfortable, and I hate that he makes me so nervous. I can't look him in the eye for too long, I cringe hard. When the waitress walked away he broke the silence.

"Why do you think of yo self like that?" He said burning a hole in my face. I honestly didn't know how to answer that question, I sometimes feel the stuff everyone says about me is true. But then theres many things I hate about my self, my chubby face, my arms, my stomach, and my huge thighs and hips.

I still want to know why does he even care? I'm not his type obviously. And I don't want to talk to him about my insecurities, plus I don't know him. "What are you talking about?" I said sipping my orange juice.

"I can tell you insecure, I'm just curious as to why?"

"You don't know anything about me, and why do you even care?"

"Cause I don't see shit wrong with yo body" he said calmly with straight face.

Now I was getting annoyed because I feel like he's just showing me pity because he's friends with Kevin and Elijah, which I don't need that from him or anyone else. "You don't have to try and be nice to me, and I don't need your pity. You and I both know there is a lot wrong" I said playing in my eggs with my spoon. I lost my appetite now and just wanted to go.

"Like what" he said finishes the rest of his glass of juice. Now I feel like he's trying to be funny. I sat the spoon down and back in my seat looking at him, I don't have time for his games, I should've stuck with the cab.

"Are you serious?" I asked irritated.

"Dead ass" he said with the same unbothered blank face.

"I don't have time for your stupid games" I said rolling my eyes and checking my phone. I wasn't really checking anything I just didn't want to look at him anymore. I can tell he still looking at me but I didn't care, he need to take me home.

"Why the attitude ma"

"Because you see what's wrong!" I said raising my voice and gesturing to myself and looking at him. His face expression didn't change and he didn't flinch. I was now officially now feeling sorry for myself and I felt like crying. "I don't look like the typical slim Jim girls every one likes, so just forget it"

"Well ma, I'm not like everyone else" he said shrugging. "Just like I don't know you, you don't know me or what I like" his phone lit up and started ringing but he didn't pick it up.

"But since I know you curious, I like mines juicy" he said while slowly licking his lips making chills go done my spine. I cleared my throat, picking up my glass of juice and sipping from it then he started smirking.

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Ghost

            We was sitting in IHOP now for about a good forty five minutes now. I haven't ate anything since yesterday morning so I wanted to stop here before I take her home. I knew she would feel some type of way and come in with that weak ass attitude that don't faze me. She was hungry too, was looking at me and my food and I wasn't sharing so I ordered her own. I was finished now waiting but she still didn't touch her food. I don't have anything to do or take care of today so I got time to waste.

I didn't understand way she think of herself like that. Bitches literally be killing themselves to have a figure like hers. I don't discriminate but I like what I like.