|the letter|

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Dear Jase,

I am so sorry. I promised to fight, but I can't go on. I'm so weak. I am going to call an ambulance, and I will probably be gone before you're awake. I can feel that my final days are coming, and I can tell by how much that you tell me to wait that you know it too. I don't want you to wake up one day and I'm dead. That would be horrible. So when you're ready to see my body, I will be at the hospital. I want to take this opportunity to tell you how much you mean to me also. You are the light of my world. I met you what, a month ago? And I first heard your voice, a month before that? I'm pretty sure I fell in love with you the first time I heard your voice. Well so much has happened and you've stuck through it all. You've helped me when everyone else has gone away from my life. I love you more than the entire world, which doesn't mean much but you have helped me discover who I want to be and who I am. You complete me, and I hope I complete you. It has been such a blessing to be part of your life, even if the time was so short but I know in my mind that it was true love. I will miss you.

-Love, Yours Truly, Jacob.

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