In the back of my mind
You live all the time
In the back of my mind
In the back of my mind
in the back of my mind- fleetwood mac
≪ alice nichols
alice was out with isabella when she saw both lily and shawn's social media post. she felt guilty all of sudden, the kiss her and shawn had might've been the reason they broke up. lily must think of her so low now. alice was overthinking everything more than usual. why did she let the kiss happen? why didn't she just sleep instead of roaming the halls of the hotel? the comments must be true, maybe she was the reason for their breakup. as the questions filled her mind she got snapped back into reality by issy. isabella was calm about it, she didn't even flinch when shawn and lily posted their break up post. she just looked at what they both had to say and shut her phone off. isabella took alice's phone and she stuffed them in her bag, she knew alice needed this relaxation. alice has told issy about the kiss she and shawn had, and she admitted that maybe shawn had a bit of alcohol in his system. isabella was surprisingly not mad but intrigued by this. she wasn't bothered that her new friend had an association with her best friend that has a girlfriend. well had. as they ate dinner alice's mind was still wondering and thinking. what if? she choose to forget about it for now and save it for later, when she was alone. she wanted to have a good time with issy right now and now wonder about anything else.
later on when they were about to leave separately issy grabbed alice's hand,
"you should come by my house and maybe sleep over" her voice was sincere. alice couldn't decline so she just nodded. before she came by issy's she stopped by her apartment and grabbed a change of clothes and a few other things. she wanted to stay home maybe just wallow in her thoughts but with issy with her maybe she'll be a comfort to her.
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alice arrived at isabella's condo, it was huge, almost like a pent house. shawn lived in the same building. shawn. why does her mind always wonder back to him? he was the root of her problem still she couldn't stop thinking about his damn smile and the way he talks. no matter what he does shawn mendes stays on alice's mind and she couldn't figure out why.
