Kalopsia (Poetries)

Whoosis

"I think I've seen you before,"

"No, I don't think so".

Yes, I surely know that we haven't met already

Like what you constantly claiming to me.

You're different, you aren't like any other.

You're loyal, honest and want to stay forever.

Maybe you are, maybe you're not.

Maybe I'll try, maybe I'll not cry.

Tempted to give you an attempt,

This looks like a familiar experiment.

You introduced yourself, you do your best.

Made promises and I'm a bit impressed.

My hands fidget the moment you held it,

Then you whisper, "Trust me, we should try at least".

Another conversant, never an oddish.

I heard it before, you sure we haven't forgathered?

It really sounds ordinary,

But yeah I'm not certain, really.

As I let you hold my hand, I hand over too my trust.

My heart, myself.

So yes I believed, I'm convinced that you are distinct.

I relied on your words and ignored my instinct.

But then what happened? You ran!

You ran as fast as you could and you became cold.

Why "trust me" is now changed to "I'm sorry"?

You left, with the trust that I gave you completely.

How could you lie?

How could I fail to grasp that I'm right?

And I am so tired!

We've met before, this time I'm sure.

I am here again, eyes are bleary,

Drained soul.

Exhausted of telling the same stories,

Bushed of loving the same person with different bodies.