Kalopsia (Poetries)

Darkness of White

The moment I entered, two bodies instantly united.

Room surrounded by white walls, centered by white bed.

It doesn't look soft, doesn't look good.

Walking slowly, trying to push the body in front of me.

I whisper 'please show him you're happy'.

Don't let tears fall, hold it tightly.

I'm not sure for whom that message will it be.

Is it for the one in the surface or is it for one in the deep?

Both, I think so.

She manages to look glad and fine

And whispers back at me,

'Steady yourself and don't push me'.

I tried, I tried really hard. I inhaled the air that smells

Like the thing I really don't like to take,

And I exhaled with a whimpers that I tried to fake.

And I am failed.

She smiles and says 'I'm good, everything will be fine'

Contrast to the girl at her back, so confused and tired.

'He doesn't know it, does he?' Obviously no,

But neither yes nor no, she can't handle it anymore.

She turn back, tears stream down.

Is there any harder than being in one

When you are sunder in two.

Mourning and cheering at the very same moment.

Breaking and mending concurrently,

Help me.

I stare at his eyes and I perceive sadness.

I surely know that He's also separated in two.

His frightened and determined too,

But what are we going to do?

When a man that wears white tells there's nothing to.

Lamenting is all the two sides inside of me can do,

Inside the white room, centered by white bed,

Now I see the darkness of white.