Stutter [J.JK FF : Completed✔]

15. Mess

Author's P.O.V :-

She was angry, sad, frustrated, hurt and got knows what not. She desperately needed all these negative feelings out.

She went on hitting the dummy. Her hair in a mess, eyes red from crying, tears still coming out and hands hurting. But she didn't stop. She couldn't. She didn't want to. This gave her an escape and she needed it as much as a fish needs water to survive.

She looked like a mess, terrible but did she care? Nah.

She right now didn't care if someone came and saw all this. She didn't care that person might think she was possessed or might have gone crazy.

She was shattered. She was broken.

These kind of moments were rare and only happened when all her bottled up pain and little crying sessions would not do it for her and she needed to empty herself. However, even though these were rare, they were not pretty.

As she was middle of her process, she had not taken the time to notice the figure standing at the entrance, looking at her horrified.

It scared him but at the same time seeing the girl he loved so much in such a condition broke him a little.

"Jae....?" He called out.

She heard it but ignored it. It broke him a little more.

It was painful for him to see her like this.

Her hands were nearly bruising at this point but the the pain she felt inside was more.

Unable to bear the sight anything further he ran towards her, horrified she'll hurt herself further.

"Ja- Jae! S- top!" He said as he tried to stop her. He pulled her away from that poor dummy by the waist.

"Wh- What ha- happened t-to you!? Sto- Stop d- doing this!" He told her- no pleaded her.

She, however was so overtaken by grief she kept on struggling to get to that poor dummy she had beaten up so badly.

"Let go!" She struggled in his arms just to make him wrap her in his arms even more tightly.

"N- No! Wha- What's wr- wrong?!" He said making his embrace tighter.

She continued to struggle for a bit but eventually stopped.

Both of them breathed heavily. Her hands felt numb from all that but her tears didn't stop neither did the sobs.

She was sweaty, teary and a complete mess in front of the guy she loved. Not a really good combination now is it?

They both sat there in silence, the only sound being her sobs.

"W- What's wr- wrong? Wh- Who d- did t- this to y- you Ja- Jae?" He asked, worried something really really awful took place which destroyed her to this point.

All she could do is whimper and sob.

"T- Tell me....P- Please..." he pleaded.

"I- He- He's making me m- marry t- that jerk!" She cried.

It broke him a little more somehow....

'I knew I could never have her' he thought.

"Who- fo- forced y- you Jae.....and w- who's th- this Je- Jerk?" He asked replacing the sadness in his voice with worry.

"Fa- Father! And I- I'm sup- supposed to marry Y- Young Jin who is Mr. Jerk bu- but I don't want to!" She hiccuped, the tears still running down her face.