Stutter [J.JK FF : Completed✔]

46. Scold

Author's P.O.V:-

"Where are you going don't you wanna talk of her? You've been going crazy to talk to her!" Lia whisper - questioned.

Jungkook bit his lower lip to pretty the tears from showing on the surface.

"She- She doesn't want to be near me. Trust me."

"What? What are you saying?"

"I think I need some time alone." Jungkook says before sprinting away into the room he was given.

Hyung Jae's P.O.V :-

"I was so scared! If you ever pull up anything like that again, I'm not talking to you anymore." Jimin scolded.

"I won't~" I whined and pouted. Last five minutes this all that has been going. No hello or how many days Ive slept but lectures about how I shouldn't have done what I did since it harmed me.

Jimin sighed and removed the little strands of hair that fell on my face with his fingers.

"Are you feeling fine?"

"Just a tiny headache." I replied to him.

"Why do you always do this to me? Don't you know how scary the thought of losing you is to me?"

"I'm a patient! Stop scolding so much" I whine again after having enough.

"Fine fine."

I grinned are his reply.

"How's the Brother and sister bonding time going?" Lia asked as she entered and sat next to Jimin.

"He's scolding me!" I complained, hoping she'll scold Jimin but looks like the plan didn't go too well.

"Really? Then I'll have to say, JIMIN SCOLD HER FROM MY SIDE TOO! DO YOU KNOW HOW SCARED WE WERE?"

I flinched at her suddenly shouting.

"Who will say I'm a patient? Brother and Best friend who are lovers torture patients like this or what?" I frowned.

Lia chuckled.

"You deserve it!" Jimin said and gave Lia a Hi-Fi.

"I see its a plan between you two" I pouted.

They shrugged.

"Okay now Jimin get out for the time being. I have to check the wound and put medicine on it." Lia commanded.

He nodded and got out.

"Let me help you sit up." She offered and helped me lean on the headboard. It was painful after the jolting up but comparatively less.

"Did you move or something? It's bleeding a little."

Must be the jolting.

"Y- Yeah....I had jolted up from the bed when I woke up."

"WHAT? Why would you do that!"

"I- um don't know...Maybe because seeing him beside me surprised me."

"Him? Jungkook? Oh right! What happened before Jimin and I came? He rushed out and looked so sad."

Sad? He was sad?

"Did you tell him something?" she asked.

"I didn't. But I guess my actions did. I am just- just not ready to face him right now....He reads me like an open book. I'm scared Lia....I'm just so scared because so many things have taken place in a couple of days...Plus he had told me our love is just a mistake to him. How could I face him after that?" I asked and winced when she applied the medicine on the wound.

"It's going to sting for a bit...Your wound isn't healed. But I'll tell you one thing, Jungkook was misled. The two days you were unconscious he never once wanted to leave your side. Everything he said was out of just anger and impulse. He never meant any of it."

"How do you know that it's not just pure guilt of me getting hurt?" I argued.

Maybe he felt bad that I almost killed instead of him.

"Because I've seen how he's been. He loves you, it's there in his eyes. And there is guilt. He's been on a guilt trip ever since Jimin had gone down there and told him the truth."

"Wait- When did Jimin Oppa-"

"After you fainted that day due to stress. Yes, he's regretting not believing you. He's been broken ever since and when he got to know that you tried out kill yourself like he had said and lost the ba-" She suddenly stopped speaking when she saw me freeze.

"Lost what Lia? Th- The baby is- is oka- okay right?" I stuttered as fear took all over me. My heart was pumping and it was getting harder to breath as more time passed during her silence.

"Li- Lia say some- something. Ple- Please tell m- me tha- that it's o- okay...." I bit my lips.

My world shattered when she shook her head slowly. I covered my mouth to suppress my sobs for now.

"I'm sorry.....But it was suffering Jae...It's in a better place. The conditions weren't favourable." Lia says as she finishes putting back the bandages.

"Take some rest......"She recommends and helps me back into the lying position.

"Lia...C- Could you do me a favour?" I asked.

She nodded before I continued,
"I want to stay alone for sometime. Please tell everyone I don't want to see anybody right now....Okay?"

She nodded again with a small smile and walked out closing the door.

I turned to my side with try back facing the door slowly to avoid pain. It hurt nonetheless, even with my careful measures.

"Why does this always happen to me?" I softly said.

Why do I lose most of the things that I love?

Mom, the people at the orphanage, Jungkook and now the baby too....

I let the silent tears flow down and hit the bed. I let my face be on the wet patch on the bed caused due to my tears.

I'm so sorry baby....

I was a bad mom....

I should have cared for you more. I was just so into my own problems I didn't pay attention to you. I am so sorry....

My body shook as I cried and questioned my existence.

~*~

I heard the door open but couldn't bother to look back.

"You haven't eaten anything. They sent food for you." I heard Jungkook say.

"I had said that I want to be alone." I said, forbidding every bit of emotion to show.

"Well I don't care about what you said. I have better things to care for like your health. Let me help me sit up and feed you."

"Leave me alone. Please...." This time crying out.

"Jae? Are you crying?" I felt his body heat, being a sign of him being close to.

"N- No."

I curse myself for stuttering and being weak.

That's when I felt his hand on my shoulder, putting pressure so I roll to be laying on my back. And he is a muscle pig who will find his way to anything so I did roll to be on my back.

I winced a little since it stung and met his eyes boaring into mine.

"We gotta talk." He says and my eyes go wide in realisation.

"Why aren't you stuttering.....?"

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