Stutter [J.JK FF : Completed✔]

13. Chipmunk

Without saying a word I walked past him and straight into my room despite Jimin calling out for me.

I ignored him completely not wanting to interact with anyone right now.

I need to be alone.

I hate showing people I'm weak.

Who doesn't?

As I dashed into the room and turned around to close and lock the door a foot appeared in the little space between the door and the wall. But that foot was taken back soon and something held the door from the other side. I'm assuming that is Jimin.

He pulled it on the opposite side to open the door but I wasn't gonna give up. I put all my strength in trying and shutting the door. But of course, he was stronger.

With the last bits of struggles I still didn't manage to close the door and let go. The Door immediately opened revealing a worried Jimin. I turned around on my heels and just sat on the bed with my knees pulled below my chin.

Don't cry.

Don't cry.

Stop.

Don't do this.

Eyes don't water!

Dammit eyes.

A stream of tears ran down my face as a suppressed sob made its way out of my throat.

Jimin looked at me, still at the door. His eyes flashed nothing but worry. As soon as he saw me tearing up he rushed beside me.

"Jae what happened?" he asked has he cupped my face.

But all I could do is look away. I looked away. I always look way. I look away from him, my feelings for Jungkook, my father's words, my wishes, my choices, my respect and of course....my problems because that's all I can do.....

There is nothing more to be done......sadly.

That's when he suddenly pulled me into his chest.

"Shh......It's all going to be okay....don't cry like that..." .

"N- No Oppa....I- It- It isn't..." I sobbed.

"Jae....shh....we can talk it out okay? Maybe we can find a solution like that? Crying won't help....Look- Look at me..." He said while rubbing my back.

I hesitated but eventually looked up through my wet eye lashes.

"You look like a chipmunk. An ugly one when you cry okay? Where is my cute chipmunk? Hmm?" he said.

I let out a little chuckle but got back to streaming tears down my face in a while.

"Jaeeeeeee" he whined.

I looked up again.

"Staphhhhh" he said and wiped off my tears.

I let out another sob.

I'm a hot mess right now, I'm snuggled into my elder brother and my heart hurts. Great.

"Tell me what happened" he softly said.

I shook my head not wanted to remember anything that was said to me.

"Tell me Jae" he insisted with a stern voice.

Remembering all the drama that went down a good fifteen minutes made me tear up even more as I let out some more cries.

"Jae what did I say? Stop crying....Wait- is it because of Jungkoo-"