LOVE MYSELF - LOVE YOURSELF

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I always thought I was an introvert
And I actually think I was for a long time,
But things change
And it feels like I need to leave my house and talk to someone as soon as I can.
Sadly my only real friends can't always be there when I need them and listening to 2!3! and Magic Shop by BTS also can't help me every time.
So after I noticed that I have this feeling that I only want to live my home I deduced that I was an introvert
Or it could only be that I don't like staying with my family
I don't really know,
But every time I have more than 2 days off, I have the feeling that I have to do something with my life
Like I can't stay at my house for that long.
If I do, I will start getting deeper into my depression,
I will overthink even more than I already do on a daily basis, I will regret almost everything I'll do and I will also pull myself down telling myself that I'm not being productive.
So if you want to drink a tea or go somewhere with me, feel free to contact me.
This also means that you should try to find what makes you feel better,
What fills your soul with joy or maybe only what gives your mind a break,
For me it is to leave my house and get away from my family for a while.
Find what fits you.