Why is it that I find beauty in everything and everyone,
But not in me?
I think I fell so hard in love with other humans that I ignored completely that I was a character in the story too
I have that habit to put others above myself and not caring about getting hurt
It's something I've got to change with time I guess, but I don't really know how.
I care the whole time about how others feel and what they think
That I end up forgetting I have feelings too
So I want to put myself first
I want to be able to say
"You know, what? It's sad that you are hurt, but that's not my problem. I have my own problems to think about"
I want to be able to have enough confidence to not let others hurt me
It's kind of funny, you know?
Because I grew up constantly hearing how selfish I was, but I did never hesitate to give my all to the persons I truly care for.
You may think I'm kinda dumb and that's okay.
I mean, I am another random girl talking about her feelings and thoughts on the internet,
But I hope everybody knows we are all different from each other
I personally am quite sure there's no one that has the same past as me
And that's what I'm proud about
Sure, they may be persons who did better than me on the same situations I was,
But I don't really care
Because I'm not those persons
And I think everyone has to learn how to appreciate themselves with time.
I'm gonna start learning now if you don't mind.

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