I feel like a fish that swims in the contrary direction than all the others
And it feel like everyone is screaming at me, trying to tell me that I'm swimming in the wrong direction.
And I know it,
But I can't help it.
It feel like my body isn't made for swimming towards the other side,
Maybe it's meant to swim to the wrong side forever.
And I want to change, please don't misunderstand me,
But there are things I feel have to be made in a certain way to work for me,
Even if I know they are wrong.
Even if I know I'm going towards nowhere.
Even if I know I'm swimming in the wrong direction.
I can't help it.
I wish there was a way for me to change and I'm still looking for the solution to my problems,
But I feel like I'm trying at least.
I feel like I'm at least trying to turn and swim on the right way.
I feel like I actually will someday.
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