The Voices and I

chapter fourteen

"H-h-hello" I stutter my words, once I answer the phone

"What is wrong with you? How could you tell my brother that I hurt you?!" an angry Sam shouts through the phone.

"Sam, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, he left my house thinking you knew who hurt me, I didn't tell him it was you." A tear escapes my left eye. 

"You didn't? Good. Don't tell him, he won't believe you over me, after all, I am his brother." Hearing the evilness in his voice that I use to hear every day, sent shivers down my spine, a familiar feeling. But Sam was right, why would Toby believe me?

"I know, I should get going, bye." I quickly hung up the phone, I couldn't bear to talk to him any longer, but talking to him makes me wonder if I should call Toby, I think I should explain myself or something, maybe I just want to hear his voice, it could be the last time we talk. 

My final decision has been made and I pick up my phone and dial Toby's number.

Ring Ring

Ring Ring

"Hi, Toby speaking."

I don't bother responding, it's just his voice mail. As I go to end the call I hear a voice.

"Hello? is anyone there?"

I frantically put my phone to my ear.

"Toby? Hey, it's Ivy, can we talk? Please?"

"Oh, hi Ivy" It sounded as if all of his energy has been sucked out of him once he heard it was me.

"Hey, I'm sorry about today" I muffle.

"Why did you lie to me? My brother didn't hurt you and he doesn't know who did. I bet you just want attention." He spits out.

My tears return and my heart breaks. "You really think that? That everything I do is for attention? I thought you were better than that Toby, I thought you were different but I guess not. Bye Toby, don't bother calling me again because after all, I'll probably be trying to get attention from someone else, right Toby?" I wait a few seconds to hear a response but I get nothing so I hang up and cry. Sams words race through my head, He won't believe you over me, He won't believe you over me, He won't believe you over me, after all, I am his brother. 

I cover my mouth with my hands so I don't scream, I can't do this anymore, I really did think he was different but I should've seen it coming, I mean come on, he's related to Sam.

I slowly walk over to my bathroom, am I really going to do this?

Do it

Kill yourself 

No one likes you 

You're doing everything for attention

Just die already.

Hearing the last voice, I grab my razor and my pills. I cut as deep as possible, everywhere I can, no point hiding them because I'm going to be dead after this anyways. I grab the bottle of pills and undo the cap, and swallow as many as possible. I start to feel dizzy and I feel myself fall and darkness covers my eyes. 

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Hey guys, this chapters a little different.

What do you think is going to happen to Ivy?

Who will find her? and does she live?

Also, let me know if there is anything you want me to write about in the book :)