she loves me, she loves me not

Chapter 42: Astraphobia

"I kept my promise and I'm not going to break it now Mari, I don't want her to think that she can't trust me. I break that promise, she'll hate me"

Flaca says looking at her with glassy eyes, Juliana wasn't the only one who got attached. Flaca got attached to the little girl too.

"ok, wow I had no idea that happened. Also babe, she'll be fine with it"

"Mari you know how protective she is of you"

"I know but she'll understand, I prefer having a scratch then getting fucked by Ruiz, please? I don't want my first time with a girl to be like that. Or with her"

Maritza says now straddling Flaca and snaking her hands around her neck.

"what if I fuck up?"

Flaca says looking down at her hands which were resting on Maritza's thighs.

"I trust you"

Maritza says cupping the girl's face and gazing into her eyes

"yeah, well I don't trust myself. What if the bitch already has a plan?"

"we have a plan too, baby"

Maritza assures her

"why are you okay with this? you'll get hurt"

Flaca asks

"cause I want to get rid of her, and that's the only way I will. Think about it you'll get to punch her"

"yeah after she punches me"

Flaca says letting out a scoff

"you'll be fine, my girl is a beast"

Maritza says biting down on her lower lip and looking Flaca up and down, then leaning in for a kiss that goes on for a few seconds.

"I'm still not okay with this"

Flaca says still kissing the small girl and pulling her closer.

"shut the fuck up"

Maritza says as a smile forms on her thin lips which were locked with Flaca's they deepen the kiss and after a few minutes pull away

"remember what happened that night?"

Maritza scoffs as she hugs Flaca

"yeah, sorry 'bout that"

"yeah, me too"

Maritza says as she lets out a loud giggle

"damn we hated each other"

"uh-uh you hated me I liked you"

"I didn't hate you I just didn't like the fact that you were breaking down my walls like it's nothing"

Maritza defends herself

"yeah I hated that too, but I didn't act like a bitch now did I honey? you legit walked through my fucking walls like you're some goddess. I was like 'the fuck I worked hard to build them and you just gonna walk in like you own the place?'"

"I did own the place though"

"yeah you still do, you stupid astraphobic"

Flaca says letting out a chuckle. Maritza hides her rosy cheeks in Flaca's chest.

you feel lost? lemme explain honey

FLASHBACK - DINNER AFTER JULIANA VISITED

they were all seated at their table, the one at the back. Ruiz, Gloria, Aleida and Daya were chatting away and Blanca was asleep with half of her hair dipped in the soup that was supposed to be her dinner.