LOOKK A THISS😭, AGAIN I DON'T OWN THE EDIT
No flashback babes I'm soory it'll be in the next chapter tho I promise!!
Flaca got back from her training somewhere around 10, she went on to take a shower and then hopped in bed, Maritza was still waiting for her, looking at the ceiling talking to herself, preparing herself to talk to her girlfriend. She didn't want to scare her away but she had to know what went on with her girl down there and if she still has thoughts.
"ugh I'm exhausted"
Flaca says letting out a low groan as it was lights out, she got in bed next to Maritza who scooted closer to her, resting her head on Flaca's arm which was now supporting her head as she looked up to the ceiling.
after a few seconds of silence Maritza finally speaks up.
"were you ever gonna tell me?"
she quietly asks while looking up at her
"tell you what?"
Flaca asks her eyebrows now furrowed as she had no idea what Maritza was talking about, she arranges her position so she's now laying on her stomach, her hands supporting her head as she looked at the small Latina who was still laying on her back looking up at the ceiling.
"that you tried to kill yourself"
Maritza spits out her voice shaky, Flaca was speechless. How did she know?
"twice"
Maritza continues after sniffing
"babe I-"
Flaca lets out before covering her face with both her hands
"and that you cut my name on your side? were you ever going to tell me?"
Maritza cuts her off and now has tears making their way down her cheeks
"I-I"
Flaca tires to speak but has no idea of what to say
"why would you keep that from me?"
Maritza continues trying her best to keep her voice clearly.
"I just missed you a'aight"
Flaca says
"yeah I missed you too and I had romantic feelings towards you too but I didn't try to kill myself"
Maritza says now with a strong, stern voice
"I guess we coped differently"
Flaca says as tears left her eyes
"and it never crossed your mind that I'd want to know if something like that was up?"
Maritza asks looking her right in the eye
"babe, it's over. I'm done with that I promise, I have other ways to deal with my sadness. I only cut for like 3 months. That's all"
Flaca says lets out along with a deep breath
"Flaca. were you ever going to tell me?"
Maritza asks again
"NO, ok no I wasn't cause it's over"
"cause we're back together? huh? what if something happens? what if we break up? are you gonna go back to that"
Maritza says now a little angry that Flaca didn't tell her 'bout any of this
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she loves me, she loves me not
Fanfictioneveryone knows they're in love, except them. Maritza Ramos and Marisol "Flaca" Gonzales have been friends since the day they met at Litchfield. something changed when the 2 shared a drunken kiss on Valentine's day a couple of months before being sep...
