she loves me, she loves me not

Chapter 50 : An eternity or 2

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When Flaca came back from her shower after her morning training she went back to their cube to find Maritza looking up to the ceiling with a pair of glassy eyes.

"hey you"

She softly greets her girlfriend and sits on the edge of the bunk.

"Hey, how was training"

Maritza asks opening her arms as Flaca crawled beside her

"it was ok. I passed my second physical, got full marks. Now I only have one more and I can start the techniques and after I can focus on studying for the written"

Flaca answers with a small smile as her eyes met Maritza's

"holy shit, full marks? like 100 out of 100?"

Maritza asks surprised, she passed by sometime. And the way Flaca trained? beast mode.

"yeah I always nail my physicals, the written is what I'm scared of"

"you don't have to, we'll be fine it's only 20 topics, right? and we have time to study"

Maritza assures her as she shuts her eyes closed to stop the tears

"yeah, I guess. Hey, what's going on? you look upset"

Flaca asks as she noticed Maritza's glistened eyes the moment she walked inside their cube.

"nothing, I was just-uhm. thinkin"

Maritza responds in short as her voice slightly broke causing her to bite down on her lower lip

"'bout what"

Flaca says arranging her position so she's facing her girlfriend who was looking at the ceiling

"did you ever think about what's going to happen to me once I'm out"

Maritza says giving her a weak smile.

"yes, you'll get a job, with your aunt as a social worker and get Juliana back and then I'll get out, hopefully become a Sabom and we'll start our life together"

Flaca says with a shy smile and her eyes full of hope and happiness as she thought 'bout her future with Maritza.

Maritza scoffs and shakes her head from side to side, Flaca's smile falls into a frown when she sees this

"you- you don't? you don't want that? like with- uhm with me?"

she quietly asks looking down and playing with the blanket as her eyes start welling up.

"of course I want that, I want everything with you"

Maritza replies whispering the last part, never making any eye contact with the tall girl who now had a wide smile planted on her face

"then what's the problem?"

she asks

"I have to go back to Lisa"

she flatly says

"no you don't"

Flaca shakes her head vigorously knowing that if Maritza goes back to Lisa, their relationship would be fucked.

"that's the address they have"

"ok, change it"

"I can't"