I STAN A BEAUTIFUL QUEEN
*FLASHBACK ENDS*
"I hate that guard"
Maritza says tears going down her cheeks
"yeah me too"
Flaca agrees with her, she was now laying on top of Maritza, resting her head on the small girl's chest
"can I see it?"
Maritza chokes out after a few seconds of silence. Flaca looks at her confused tear tracks still visible on her face
"your side?"
Maritza asks turning on her side.
"oh, uhm yeah sure I guess"
Flaca says before letting out a soft sob. She turns on her stomach and rests her head on her hands, Maritza slowly crawls towards Flaca's side, takes a deep breath and slowly pulls up her shirt. She couldn't see clearly as it was night-time but thanks to the moonlight she could make out a 'MARITZA' written on Flaca's side.
"Does it still hurt?"
Maritza asks after letting out a soft sob as she tenderly caresses the scar with her thumb pad
"sometimes"
Flaca says still shedding tears
Maritza moves closer to it and kisses Flaca's side softly. The tall Latina lets out a low whimper when she feels Maritza's lips gently pressing against her side, she buries her face deeper into her hands to try and bury her heartbreaking sobs, Maritza slowly puts her shirt back down and moves upwards. She takes Flaca's hand and leaves a long peck as hot tears made their way down her rosy cheeks. She rubs soothing circles on her back and waits for her to calm down
"I'm here know, and I'm not leaving you. Eventually yes, but only for 3 months and I'll still come visit you baby girl, everything's going to be ok"
Maritza reassures her as she scoots closer and leaves a multiple kisses on Flaca's head.
"you know I cut too"
Maritza blurts out, Flaca's head shoots towards her girlfriend
"so you were upset that I didn't tell you yet you didn't tell me?"
she says between sniffs
"you tried to take your own life, I didn't I only cut once. Cause I wanted to remember when I first felt something for you, like actual feelings"
Maritza says now looking at the ceiling
"it's not even visible anymore"
she continues
"where was it?"
Flaca asks curiously.
"on my wrist, it wasn't like- a deep cut. I just cut 'I'll kiss your dumb lips' it's gone now"
Maritza answers still looking up to the ceiling
"did you ever, like give up? and just be like 'I'm never going to see her again'?"
Flaca asks now resting her head on Maritza's chest.
"yeah, I did. Then I met Mac so she took me under her wing when she saw how bad my panic attack was, that's how we met there"
Maritza explains
"remember when we got reunited?"
Flaca scoffs
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she loves me, she loves me not
Fanfictioneveryone knows they're in love, except them. Maritza Ramos and Marisol "Flaca" Gonzales have been friends since the day they met at Litchfield. something changed when the 2 shared a drunken kiss on Valentine's day a couple of months before being sep...
