Chapter 46 : I'm not mad, I'm upset

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OKAYY PLEASE LOOK AT THIS VIDEO AND TELL ME I'M NOT CRAZY, DID JACKIE SAY "I BROUGHT A MINT TODAY, JUST IN CASE" I'M NOT CRAZY RIGHT SHE SAID IT!"

PWEASE DON'T BE A SILENT READER I NEED FEEDBACK😬💓

TRIGGER WARNING MENTION OF SELF HARM!

a few days passed, Flaca was feeling better, she had gotten used to the routine. Maritza was still pissed off at Daya.

"you good?"

Flaca asks with furrowed eyebrows as she sees the very pissed off looking Latina

"I'm fine"

Maritza says giving Flaca a death glare.

"a'aight, what's going on honey boo?"

Flaca asks as she pulls her girlfriend closer.

"you really think she'll break us up?"

Maritza asks kinda worried

"if we let her, I mean- she' won't unless we let her get under our skin"

Flaca says looking down at her

"I can't help it, she just makes me so fucking mad"

Maritza says now covering her face in frustration

"I need Watson"

She breathes out

"why?"

Flaca asks confused

"I need to run, she calms me down the running and shit? gets my sadness out"

Maritza says now sitting up.

"does it get your anger out? cause it seems to me like you might have way more anger then sadness"

Flaca says now sitting up next to her.

"no it doesn't"

Maritza groans and lightly punches Flaca's arm

"I need to punch someone"

She says as she stares flatly at the empty bunk opposite of them.

"I could help you with that if you want"

Flaca says doing the same thing.

"fuck no, I ain't gonna get 20 squats cause I smile"

Maritza squeals

"what no, that's for me. I could teach you some basic punches and kicks, and you can release your anger with a punching bag, or with me. That's what I used to do, works."

"yeah?"

Maritza softly says now looking at her

"yeah. Just lemme talk to the Sabom first"

"I ain't gonna punch you though"

Maritza says sitting up straight, Flaca lets out a scoff as she sees the innocent expression on Maritza's face

"you won't dummy, just my hands and my thigh they'll be guarded"

Flaca tries to explains but only gets a tilted head and a confused look from Maritza

"don't worry 'bout that a'aight? you're not punching me"

Flaca says with a small smile on her face

"mkay"

as they were talking the Sabom passed by their cube

"you got some rest"

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