I've always struggled with relationships because of my past. As my career grew this became more difficult because I didn't know who was genuine or not. Then a chance meeting with a Hollywood heartthrob changed everything for me. We have to deal with...
Scott is in Bulgaria filming for his new movie The Outpost and my mum and dad are currently staying with me and Scott's mum will be coming to stay soon as I am just a few weeks away from my due date and ready for this baby to be here and I am so uncomfortable and in pain so bad I cry everytime I get up. Which also means I am on bedrest as my blood pressure is higher than it should be and I need to be doing less work. I'm in bed currently facetiming Scott which we do every night so he can talk to the baby and we can catch up with each other but we also text and call everyday "How are you feeling?" he asks "Tired in pain nothing different to yesterday" I say "I wish I could be there" he says "Me too but I have my mum and dad and your mum is coming next week so I have plenty of support and you'll be here in a few weeks for the birth" I say "What did the doctor say about your blood pressure?" he asks "It's improving but still quite high but baby girl seems all good she seems to be getting ready to come out which is good" I say "I have an open ended plane ticket in case anything happens sooner than we think" he says "You'll be the first call if it does. We love you and we'll talk tomorrow" I say "I love you too" he says and we hang up.
My mum comes to check on me and Logan comes with her to join Fred who's been by my bedside pretty much 24/7 since I got put on bedrest "How's Scott?" she asks "He's good feeling guilty for not being here" I say "That's true love for you. When your father was on tour and we were at home and I was stressed because you and your brother were driving me insane he'd always say I'll be on the first flight home if you need me to" she says "I guess Scott and dad are more alike than I thought" I say "Their both family men who always seem to put us first. I've seen alot of that from Scott since you've been together and I couldn't ask for a better son in law" she says "It's weird to think that I'm gonna be married with a baby this time next year" I say "You've set a date" she says "No but we're planning something for spring of next year maybe small outdoors family and close friends no big celeb wedding" I say "You could get married in that beautiful church in Edinburgh have a beautiful outdoor reception" she says "We're thinking something here it's where we're starting the next chapter of our lives" I say "Whatever you want sweetheart" she says.
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violetmurray: Every kick, every hiccup, every time I hear your heartbeat I fall more in love with you. Life hasn'talways been easy for me and I've had days when I wish it was all over but your father has kept me going with his never ending love and support.Its World Mental Health Day and as you grow up I'll tell you about my struggles with anxiety and depression and how I'll always have it but I'll never give up fighting it because it doesn't define who I am. My hope is that if you ever feel like your not good enough or you feel low that you know you can come to us and know thatit's normal not to feel okay. I also hope you'll be carefree and never have to feel like I have #WorldMentalHealthDay. I love you baby girl
