I've always struggled with relationships because of my past. As my career grew this became more difficult because I didn't know who was genuine or not. Then a chance meeting with a Hollywood heartthrob changed everything for me. We have to deal with...
I'm in LA again but staying in San Diego with Scott for the weekend but I have a photo shoot with Glamour magazine and I'll also be doing an interview. We're going for retro styling again which I love with a kind of 60s look. Scott and I have also made the news after someone spotted us kissing at the airport during his visit to Vancouver even though we haven't officially confirmed anything yet people can pretty much guess we're together. We do the shoot and I lose the heavy fall coat for the sit down interview "First off I'd like to thank you for being here and for having the courage to speak out about your sexual assault so bravely. You've since spoken further offering advice to other victims on social media. You're an incredible role model for women" she says "Thank you I was raised by a fiercely independent and powerful woman who is my role model. She's always raised us to fight back if we think something is wrong which is why I've always been a huge campaigner for equal rights, marriage equality, putting an end to child trafficking and exploitation and many other great causes. I felt ashamed when I didn't fight back against my rapist or after because I had been raised to do just that but my mum helped me overcome that and I'm stronger now" I say "I have to ask you about your style you look amazing today. Who are your style icons?" she asks "Icons Debbie Harry, Stevie Nicks Twiggy and my dear friend Cara Delevinge. I'm very much an edgy kinda girl you can thank my dad for that but I like to mix elements of grunge with feminine and boho pieces. But I'm loving my recent retro styling my stylist is amazing she's also my best friend so she knows me better than anyone" I say "You've been linked to some pretty high profile guys in the past including one of your closest friends. Your quickly becoming the girl every guy wants any tips for guys out there looking to impress you" she says "It doesn't take alot I'm very easy going. Respect is key though not just for me but for everyone I don't want someone who will stare at another girl right in front of me or be rude to someone based on their religion or skin colour" I say "Which leads to my next question are you single?" she asks "I am not and I'm sure everyone can guess who it is I'm dating but we both like to keep our lives as private as possible" I say "I can respect that. You're known for your roles in horror thriller movies and Slayer is a departure from that slightly into a more supernatural action role. Is thatwhere you see your career going?" she asks "I never thought I'd star in horror thrillers so who knows but I'd never want to play a damsel in distress. I wanna play powerful and interesting characters I'd love to portray a historical figure or icon at some point but I fell in love with this role almost immediately because she's such a powerful character and so bad ass and I hope I can be one of the many powerful women on TV right now" I say "How was it adjusting to the American accent?" she asks "Not too difficult I've picked up some things from friends of mine over time and I never drop it on set until I'm in the car on the way back to my apartment" I say. There's a few more questions and then I change into my normal clothes and head back to Scott's.
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Tonight we are having a date night so we're going out to dinner and I'm gonna meet some of Scott's friends "You look amazing" he says "Why thank you" I say "Nervous about meeting my friends" he says "No I can handle friends parents slightly more scary" I say "I have to meet your parents too so we're in the same boat" he says "Yeah but my parents are laid back and don't care who I date as long as I'm happy your dad is Clint Eastwood legendary actor" I say "We have time before that happens" he says "Months I hope" I say "We need to get going" he says. His friends are great and we're getting along and we have a chilled dinner and then head out for some drinks at a bar. I'm not a big drinker anymore since everything that happened but I still know how to have a good time.
We spend Sunday at the beach and just relaxing and seeing where the day takes us. I'm staying until tomorrow evening which is nice but I have scripts to read over and work emails to catch up on so I spend the day on Scott's sofa in leggings and one of Scott's hoodies with a cup of tea while Scott is out surfing with some friends. I'm scrolling through my social media accounts replying to some comments when I spot an article on Scott and me and I click on it just as Scott comes home "What's that?" he asks "An article about us apparently we could be one of Hollywood's new it couples. Murray and Eastwood have been stopped together in Vancouver where the star is currently filming the Buffy the Vampire Slayer reboot and his San Diego home. We're hardcore shipping this new couple and hope to see them go the distance" I say "So much for staying under the radar" he says "We could make it official with a post online end the speculation" I say "Whatever you want I'm okay with" he says. We post on Twitter saying "For those of you speculating I am dating Scott Eastwood and it's new and we're seeing where things are going. It might not work out we're hoping it will as we feel strongly about each other but you never know. Don't hate us if we don't work out or aren't very active on our social media it's not who we are but I'm sure we will post at times. So there it is".
