Undeniable Love ( A Mortal Instruments fanfiction)

Chapter 5- Mixed Emotions

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Clary's P.O.V

I walked home and saw a note from my mom, Went out with Luke, see you later. Be Good!- Mom. Well that's good because I didn't have to tell my mom how my day went.

I was suppose to be at Jace's house by 5 and it was 3:30. I had an hour and a half to get ready, I mean change! What am I saying?

I put my stuff on my desk and went into the shower. It felt good cleaning up after a tiring first day of school.

I got out and it was 4:10. I lost track of time. I dried up and put on a fresh pair of dark red jeans with a black tank top and a brown leather jacket. I was seeing how my outfit looked and made sure that my hair was nice to....wait since when did I care what I looked like, not like I was trying to impress Jace. Was I? It's just that Jace is cute but I hate the fact that he might be a player. So since I didn't want to over do it, I just made a waterfall braid. I spent about 10 minutes with wardrobe, so I should be going.

I grabbed my bag and put in my drawing book and a couple of music sheets that Luke gave me from his store. I put my phone and laptop too. I went into the living room and wrote a note for mom and Luke just in case they get home soon. Went over to a friend's house, see you soon. - Clary

So I walked out the door and locked it. I love going out because that way I can use my baby. She's a 2012 Harley-Davidson Seventy-Two Sportster, color black. I drove through Brooklyn and got to the Lightwood's.

I exhale very loudly once I got off my motorcycle and only 15 minutes to spear. I walked up the steps and before I could knock, the door flung open with Izzy there smiling.

"I knew  you were coming! Jace told me. Come in." said Izzy asks I walked in to see a big living room and the kitchen with a counter top with chairs. Then in the middle there was a staircase and at the top of the staircase was Jace leaning with a smirk.

"So you couldn't wait an extra 15 minutes to see me. I know this is irresistible but everyone contains themselves." he said with a grin.

I hear Izzy say under her breathe 'oh please'. That makes me laugh and earn a questioning look from Jace.

"So are we gonna song write our not?" I said reaching the stairs. "Oh r right, come we we'll do it in my room." said Jace.

I looked back at Izzy and she gave me a 'it's ok look' then said "Its ok, Jace isn't stupid enough to mess with you Clary. it's fine and if he is, you come to me." she glared at Jace.

I went up and he led me to his room. it was really tidy and organized, unlike my room it's messy and unorganized. I sat down on his bed and he walked into one of the doors that was like a giant closet, but what was inside was a piano. I sat next to him and took out the music sheets.

"Nice piano" I say trying to start a conversation.

"Thanks" said Jace moving his hand towards mine. I cough trying to stop him, but he smirks. "Don't be shy, I don't bite." Then he winks. I roll my eyes.

"Have you gotten anything so far?" I ask. "Yeah wanna hear it?" he asked while playing the piano. After a minute he stops and I say nice work. I had worked on lyrics during school for a while, so I reached into my bag and I jumped because Jace's hand was reaching down my thigh. I can't believe him! And I was close to liking him.

I get up and start walking towards his door and he stands in front of me. "What's wrong, normally by now we would be a lot closer." he said smirking. I reply him just to let it out. "I can't believe you! For a second there, I thought you were different. Never talk to me again! We'll work on it at school, bye Jace!" I yelled and felt like crying. I was down the stairs and he yelled wait, but I didn't and Izzy was behind me.

"What happened! I heard you yell?" asked Izzy worried. "Your brothers a jerk! see you tomorrow Izzy." I lowered my tone at the end. Then I walked out of their house and drove off in my motorcycle.

Jace's P.O.V

I can't believe I'm this close to Clary. I started playing the piano to show her what I have done. I wasn't gonna hit on Clary because I want to wait. I finished and watched Clary. I wanted to kiss her so badly and I couldn't control myself, so I grabbed her thigh. She jumped and got up.

Stupid, stupid, I always let my instincts take over. I block her path and say something I badly regret," What's wrong, normally by now we would be a lot closer." Sometimes I don't realize my actions until later because she yells at me," I can't believe you! For a second there, I thought you were different. Never talk to me again! We'll work on it at school, bye Jace!"

I tell her to wait but she just leaves but before she talks to Izzy. Clary was gone and I lay in my bed knowing what I did was wrong. Clary doesn't deserve this, she's better than this and worth giving up my player-ness. I can't believe it, am I crushing on Clary, wait no I can't!

Then Izzy walks in yelling" You can't contain yourself just for a day, just one day! You made me lose my best friend! What do you have to say for yourself!" Once she finished, I felt worse.

"I don't know Izzy, I'm stupid I know. Clary is better than this. I regret it, I just lose it when I'm with Clary. I just can't get her out of my head." I said putting my face in my pillow, earning a 'I can't believe it' and shocked face.

"Jace are you in love with Clary?" asked Izzy.

"I don't know Izzy, maybe." I told her.

I really wasn't sure and I don't think I'll be able to find out anymore after today. I can't stop thinking about her, the beautiful red head, my red head.

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That concludes chapter 5 of this book. Hope you enjoyed it! I've seen a lot of Ask questions for characters, mostly Doctor Who, so I'll give it a try for The Mortal Instruments! Give me your questions and I'll upload them. Also story/plot ideas too and if you help, you will be included in my book. Vote, comment, and share!
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