Im with you

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I wake up. I remember it's the day of my moms funeral. I let a tear slip out of my eye. I feel two arms snake around my waist. My boyfriend Ashtons.
"Don't worry baby, I'm here." I feel him kiss my neck. I smile a little bit but I know I have to get ready for today. I get up grabbing my black dress. I go into the bathroom and put it on looking at myself in the full length mirror, it's a black U-neckline dress that flows out at the bottom. It comes up just to my knees. I throw on some waterproof eyeliner and mascara knowing I'll be crying a lot today. I lightly curl my hair and open the door to see Ash standing there. He hugs me.
"You need to get ready. I need you to be my rock today. Everyone will be talking to me and saying I'm sorry for your loss and it'll just make me cry, I need you to be strong" I say leaning on him, he wraps his arms around Me, I have my hands on his chest.
"Of course, I love you, your mom loved yo-"
"She also loved you" I say smiling at the memory of her texting me after we left her house.
'I love him!! He's so cute! You did great! When's the wedding!'
"Be my rock." I say looking at him.
"I'm your rock." He says.
"Now go get ready" I say letting him go, as he passes me I smack his butt, he laughs. I walk into the living to see Calum still sleeping on the couch. I give his sleeping body a 'What the fuck' look. I go into the kitchen and grab a glass of water. I tip toe over to the couch and pour it over his face.
"Agh the fuck!" He says jumping up.
"Get ready cmon" I say grabbing the waffles out of the toaster. He gives me a sympathy look and walks past Ashton who just came out of our room.
"Ready?" I say
"Ya, Michael is downstairs getting ready"
"Ok I'll be outside waiting, I'm gonna get some air" I say putting the last bit of my waffle in my mouth and walking over to the door grabbing my heels and walking out the door. I sit down on the step and slip my shoes over my feet. I pause when I go to put the other one on.
"I can't do this" I say pushing past Ash and going back into our room.
"Becky, you can do this, I know you can you're strong, you asked me to be your rock but the truth is I can't. Because you're stronger then me. You're a better person then me. You're a better me." He says standing in front of me.
"This is gonna be hard and I'll be with you so will Cal, Luke, and Michael. We will all be with you"
"I don't want to bury my mom" I say crying
"I can't even imagine what that's like, but I know you can do it, and she'll always be with you, in spirit" I grab his hand he reached out and we walked to the front door I sat on the bench in the entry way going to put my other shoe on when Ashton knelt down and helped me.
"Thank you"
"You're welcome my princess"

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