Wherever you are

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It's been one year since Luke and I broke up. I haven't moved on. When we did it a bought a plane ticket to Estonia. He didn't know where I was going or for how long. I'm listening to the news as I clean my apartment.
"5 seconds of summer just released a brand new song called wherever you are. It seems to be about a past relationship of one of the boys. Could it be Luke and y/n's? I guess we may never know." The fans know our relationship ended when it ended. The song comes on next and I listen intently.
"For a while we pretended
That we never had to end it
But we knew we'd have to say goodbye
You were crying at the airport
When they finally closed the plane door
I could barely hold it all inside
Torn in two
And I know I shouldn't tell you
But I just can't stop thinking of you
Wherever you are
You
Wherever you are
Every night I almost call you
Just to say it always will be you
Wherever you are
I could fly a thousand oceans
But there's nothing that compares to
What we had, and so I walk alone
I wish I didn't have to be gone
Maybe you've already moved on
But the truth is I don't want to know
Torn in two
And I know I shouldn't tell you
But I just can't stop thinking of you
Wherever you are
You
Wherever you are
Every night I almost call you
Just to say it always will be you
Wherever you are
You can say we'll be together
Someday
Nothing lasts forever
Nothing stays the same
So why can't I stop feeling this way
Torn in two
And I know I shouldn't tell you
But I just can't stop thinking of you
Wherever you are
You
Wherever you are
Every night I almost call you
Just to say it always will be you
Wherever you are" I wipe my face from the tears that have fallen. I sit on the couch and stare at my phone. Hoping for it to light up with his name. He's still in my phone as "my love" because he is my love. I wish we never did what we did. I miss him so much. I was so absorbed in my thoughts I thought I was hallucinating. I pick up my phone and hit answer.
"Uhm hi....I didn't think you'd pick up." He says. He sounds shakey. But so am I.
"Uh I just wanted to tell you about our new song before you hear it cuz it's about you and-"
"Luke I heard it just now."
"Oh"
"Luke. Do you think.....we could try again?" I ask hesitantly. I can almost picture it. His pink plush lips parting slightly at my words, as he holds his head up.
"I thought maybe you moved on.."
"No, nothing can compare to what we had"
"....so I walk alone...."he laughs a little.
"I would love nothing more then to try again y/n"
"I'm so happy you called Luke"
"Where are you I wanna come see you"
"Estonia"
"Wow. All that way to avoid me?" I laugh.
"It's beautiful here you're gonna like it" we talk for a while longer until it's almost 2 in the morning. I missed him so much

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