A/N:
I was supposed to update yesterday but I got so pissed off with the powerpoint that I'm making for our Science report.
Sorry :(.
So here's chapter 5!
Hope you guys like it!
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ALEX’S POV:
I closed my door once Ashton was out of sight.
I smiled bigger not knowing the reason.
I turned around and gasped when I saw Jessie standing near me.
“Where have you been?” She asked.
“Why are you up?” I changed the subject.
“I asked you first Alex.” She narrowed her eyes.
“I went out obviously.” I answered her question. “Now answer me.”
“I used the toilet then I saw that your bed was empty.” She answered. “You went out… with Ashton?” Jessie asked with a smirk painted on her face.
“Don’t look at me.” I said, turning into the old me.
The soul-less and heartless, dark girl.
“You know, I don’t like this.” Jessie said. She pressed her lips hard.
“What do you mean?” I asked.
“This Alex.” She said while pointing at me. “I like the girly one. The one who smiles. The one who has twinkles on her eyes when she’s happy.” She continued.
I rolled my eyes and walked towards my bed.
“I honestly miss the old you Alexandria.” I heard Jessie said.
She used my full first name. It means she’s serious. It means she means it.
I looked at her and saw her eyes gleaming.
“Don’t start Jessie.” I said while laying down on my bed, covering my body with the duvet.
“I don’t really care if you haven’t got any sleep! I need you to listen to me!” Jessie shouted.
My blood started to boil.
I stood up and looked at her.
“Is it my fault that this happened to me?!” I asked her.
“Yes Alex! It is! It’s not always Luke!” Jessie answered.
That made me stop.
She has a point.
The sound of our chests rising and falling was the only sound I can hear.
“You don’t need to change Alex.” She said. “You should’ve talked to me.”
I haven’t really told Jessie how or why Luke broke up with me. All I did was called her and told her that I needed her. She tried asking me why did Luke broke up with me. I just shut my mouth and cried.
Since then, I changed. I stopped talking for 2 months. I stopped smiling for like… forever. But that was until I met Ashton. I don’t really know why but he makes me smile.
“Let’s talk tomorrow.” I said.
I threw myself on my bed and hid under the duvet. I felt warm liquid on my face. I’m crying. I’m shaking.
Jessie and I never really had a fight. We had playful fights but fights that are this serious? Never.
I heard Jessie’s bed lower down. I can hear her crying.
Jessie can be very bossy and pushy at some time but she’s still my bestfriend. At the end of the day, she’s still there for me.
I stood up and walked toward Jessie’s bed. I sat down and hugged her.
“I’m sorry.” She sobbed.
“You don’t need to say sorry Jessica. It’s not your fault. I understand you.” I said, tears falling down my face.
I brushed her long golden brown hair with my fingers.
I tried calming her down and I was successful.
I end up sleeping beside Jessie.
I woke up this morning because of my phone. It was ringing very loud. I, again, forgot to lower the volume.
I stretched my arms and legs before getting up.
I saw Jessie looking at me.
“Good morning.” I greeted her.
“Good morning.” She greeted back.
I walked towards my night stand and answered my phone without looking at the caller’s ID.
“Hello?”
“Hey!” I hear a familiar Aussie accent greeted me. Ashton.
“Oh! Hey! Good morning.” I smiled even if he can’t see me.
“Can we meet today?” He asked.
I looked at Jessie.
“I’m not sure…” I answered.
“Why?” He whined like a nine year old would.
“I’m spending time with my best friend.” I said.
“Oh… well… see you around, I guess.” I can hear him smiling.
“Sure… I guess.” I smiled too.
“Alright bye!”
“Bye.”
I hanged up first and placed my phone back to my nightstand.
I looked at Jessie and saw her jumping up and down her bed.
“Let’s go shopping!!!”
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