Bullied by your best friend hurts the most, and that's what happened to me...I was bullied my my ex best friend. Depression took over and I needed help, but when I got help....things didn't go as plan.
NO PLAYING THE SONG YET PROMISE ME YOU'LL WANNA WAIT!!! • Jacob P.O.V • Two weeks, two weeks have gone buy since I bought Kailia's gift. I've planned on how I should give it to her and I'll be giving it to her tonight. Her mom and Blaine are having a BBQ with friends and family, my family was invited plus all me and Kailia's friends. Violet gets more and more beautiful every day I swear, looking into her bright green eyes reminds me of Kailia....how beautiful Kailia's eyes are they just make you melt when she looks at you. Violets eyes have more green in them because of me, she gets the grey color from Kailia's eyes. Kailia has a mix of grey and green which is beautiful. My beautiful baby girl is an exact replica of my beautiful girlfriend....a Minnie version of course. I don't know what I would do if we were ever apart...and I'm making it clear we never will be.
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(*You know something, violet has Jacobs nose....not that it's a bad thing....it's cute like a little button*) Kailia's mom says out of the blue. We just start to laugh and her random complement about mine and vi's nose. Kailia hands violet to me as she gets up to grab something to eat. I look down at my little girl who has a smile on her face as she watches her mom laugh at something Noah said.
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Kailia walks back over and sits beside me, violet reaches her arms out looking at Kailia's burger (*What are you doing silly, you can't eat this you're to little*) Kailia says in a baby voice making vi start to giggle. I smile at the two being goofy (*She's like you....she wants food 24/7*) I joke as Kailia throws a piece of lettuce at me. Violet giggles once again at her mom (*Heyy you can't laugh when mommy throws something at daddy*) I coo at vi. Kailia throws another piece and vi giggles even more, (*Thats my girl*) Kailia laughs taking a bite of her burger. I laugh shaking my head at them.
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About an hour goes by and everyone is playing games in the yard or wanting to constantly hold violet. I took violet inside and changed her outfit so it was more fitting for the party. Kailia was talking with her mom and my mom about girl stuff I guess. I walk into the yard with violet in my arms (*Can I have everyone's attention*) I yell but not to loud so I don't scare vi. Everyone turns to look at me and violet (*Umm so I this is very important and I would like for my beautiful girlfriend to come up here please*) I said making Kailia look at me confused. I wave her over so she gets up and walks towards me, (*Ok, well first off I just wanted to say I know this is awkward and you hate people staring at you I know and I'm sorry*) everyone laughs at my comment and so does Kailia. (You May start the song) (*Some of you may know this and some may not but....me and Kailia used to be best friends, nothing could break us apart. We were always with each other laughing and doing stupid stuff.....that was until high school came around, I was always known as the ugly looser in school....over summer break puberty hit me and everyone started talking to me. The football team, the popular girl who I always thought were gorgeous even though they were horrible people. I became very popular and I ditched Kailia for them....asshole move I know. I bullied Kailia because when I did everyone laughed at the horrible things I did and it made me feel more popular, like I was cool and everyone liked me. It felt nice to have people like me instead of call me a loser or say I was ugly and that I'll never get a girlfriend because no one will ever like me. I was hurting my best friend....for no reason but other than to have friends and people to like me, outside may seem like I didn't care about what I was doing but inside....inside I felt horrible. I felt horrible when I would look into those beautiful eyes and say something that made her feel terrible about herself. I felt horrible making her think that I didn't care if she wanted to die. My world came crashing down when I went to school one morning and heard people saying that Kailia was in the hospital after trying to commit suicide, tears formed in my eyes and all I could thing about was "what have I done". I tried and tried to go see her but I couldn't bring myself to face the hurt and depression in her eyes. By the time I got the courage to go see her....she was gone....far away and I couldn't even say I was sorry. Her parents told my parents she was in a facility that helped suicidal and depressed people....it broke my heart even more knowing she was somewhere that people had to keep sharp objects, medications, away and all doors locked at night so no one could try and take their life. She was in a emotional prison and it was my fault*) I said tears In my eyes. Kailia and everybody is crying at this point (*I'll get to why I made you come up here. I'm sorry for everything I've done to you...I don't even know why you forgave me....I don't why you even gave me a chance....I don't know why you chose me to love....but I'm so grateful that you did, I'm grateful for our little girl, I'm grateful that you wake up every morning and smile when I say I love you because you know that I mean it. But I do want one more thing from you*) I said. I take off the jacket I had on violet and hand her to Kailia, she looks down at her onesie and reads what it says. ____________________________________ • Kailia P.O.V • I look at my daughters onesie with tears in my eyes and read what it says. (*mommy, will you marry my daddy?*) I read out loud making everyone gasp. More tears run down my face as I nod my head (*Yes*) is all I could say before I break down and hug Jacob with our little girl still in my arms. (*I love you Kailia, I love you so much*) he whispers (*I love you too jay*) I cry giving him a kiss. I'm so in love with him and I'm glad he's the father of my baby. ____________________________________ Hehe.....
