Introverted By My Thoughts [✓]

Lies

(L. b.)

Just so you know,
When I said those words to you,
I meant it.
I told myself you loved me,
And I believed in my own lies.
Maybe a little too much.
Just enough for you to hurt me the way you did.
Or maybe just a little too less,
Not enough for my dreams to become a reality.
No, It was just a little too much.
Because every time you told me you'd change,
I believed even strongly, in my lies.
So much, that I actually saw you do.
But you never did,
I just got used to the pain.